wish yeom ra got to reincarnated and got his own happy end, he's just another case of tragic story villain.. and nope, i don't sympathetic to yeom oh.. such a big words came out of him and then blindly blaming at someone just because he has the power while it's all on little yoon. i'm not blaming little yoon, do think with your head for a moment, when he's dying, there are people who definitely desperate. whatever their reasons are. and then definitely avoid the underworld ruler, left him with his wounded heart.. even got the nerve blaming little yoon.. yeom ra might think he was softhearted, i call him (them) selfish, coward and irresponsible.. things i wish, for the kings and yeom oh got suffered as much as yeom ra, beom jin and yoon jae.. they deserve to feel as much as they did, being alone, lonely, and simply being in the dark.. you might think you're doing for greater good, but boy how wrong you all are..
sorry folks.. i got the feeling yeom ra wish to be killed by yeom oh since god knows which chapter i read.. maybe by killing the king means end of the underworld.. end of him.. because why didn't he came to yeom oh if he's the endgame? he walked straight to the king chambers and everybody got thinking he wants to rule that damn place.. he condemned the place for goodsake! once he wish for someone who maybe could get rid of his loneliness but no more.. HE GAVE UP.. there yeom oh, king whoever his name is, people.. the great yeom ra has given up..
i've lost count of how many times i reread this, and then out of blue searching for a new kdrama soundtrack and i found this one song (i don't speak korean, i could read hangul but that's it, still long way to go) i fall in love with how it's sound, and i play it while i read chapt 57-58, where our dear jae shin insecure(?) for the first time and desperately ask our beloved lee nok to love him instead.. curious what's the song's all about, google it, then bam! the song's.. muach! *chef'skiss*, even the current night song cover.. it'll take some time for me to move on from this..
(i don't really watch kdrama, since god knows when.. the last drama i remembered watching is the great queen seondeok, pffth, literally randomly searching and safe it to my best song collections so i could play it whenever i need some drama in my life, BEAUTIFUL drama other than my own #escapefromreality)
the song is, 마음의 말 (heart's words/words of my heart) by kim yeonji
hualian, the reunion, and this.. love and respect to authors and artists, and kim yeojin for such a beautiful song..
anyone knows who's the end game? runnin out of stuff, i'm find reading some toxic seme, just hoping it'll be happy ending..
hahaha, i randomly open one chapter to test the water (and ended up read 2 chaps), it was one where the king (if i'm not mistaken) said he just managed put the mc to sleep, and then the mc met some guy who's wounded? that's why i asked who's the end game, cause the mc looks like hate the king and blushed when he was treating the second man.. i found it sus for that goody second man (there's no real kind man in toxic bl ( ̄∇ ̄")).. so if you mean the main guy is the king, i'm gonna read it ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ (but maybe i'm gonna wait for more chapters)
thanks for the heads up btw ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
SPOILER ALERT!!!
beaware im basically writing a summary for those who are interested in knowing the novel's plot
THIS IS A FULL SUMMARY OF THE NOVEL BELOW!!!
tbh i didn't find the king too much of a scumbag, ive read way worse who intentionally go out of their way to hurt mcs but this one is more of a psycho who thinks of others as insects and doesn't care about their lives(except mc latet), it sounds horrible. he didn't mind dying if it meant he could be with the mc(sexually) and was a little apologetic about mc's parents death (way later). mc somehow fell for him and even cut his own horn to save his life but flee away coz of his conflicting emotions and to grieve his mother. later they found themselves together and somehow started cohabiting in mc's hut and kings palace after that. ive only read till there. mc tried to develop feelings for the brother (he fought way too hard to save mc from the kingdom when they got to know abt the toxin) but couldn't love him romantically. the brother even gave mc a new name which was a very emotional scene tbh.
you're an angel (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ thank you~~, i owe the brother (i take it the one goody guy is the brother we're talking about) an apology for my mistake, too many times i was deceived by some goody looking guys turn out they're much worse (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜.. while for the ml.. basically just the same category as other psychos ml out there (i swear there's some charas i remembered but forgot the title, the only one i could remember is jinx ( ̄∇ ̄")) they're just slightly different.. tiny little bit..
Hehee. I was suspicious of the brother as well but he turned out to be a good guy who justifiably didn't like his brother and adored the uke, even let him go when he felt that the mc was not happy with him. And the ml is your typical psycho who's an ass at first but he wouldn't be any violent in the current timeline. The assholery is almost over, other than the fact that he wasn't apologetic about killing mc's mother.
i regret reading this so fast, i should've let this marinated longer.. so everyone who hasn't read this yet, hold yourself please for your own sake..
first, someone should tell those two idiots they both already fall for each other..
second, i need someone tell taeui that little bg story the two shared when they both were little.. he secured(?) little ilay's heart right that moment..
third, i don't like the second ml(?).. at all! i forgot his name already, i found him suspicious, there's something wrong with him, the so not normal change of attitude to our taeui, and out of the blue, he's selfish, obssessive, might as well spoiled 2nd ml.. dear god noo, if taeui is gonna be the bottom.. i prefer him with ilay sir, thanks very much.. even taeui's first effort to get close to him doesn't feel right for me.. why can't you see it taeui?! at least ilay didn't pretend to be kind, he's proudly being a psycho ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
fourth, could someone tell me what happened to jaeui exactly? i would like to know what kind of an ending this story has, basically i'm asking for some BIG spoiler here.. i'm looking for the novel translation, but unfortunately no luck yet.. ( ̄へ ̄), now i know taeui's feelings..
Jaeui was kidnapped by arab prince, later it was revealed that they are the endgame. Ilay and Taeui living together like a romantic married couples in Berlin . Xinlu ending up with his man yuri gable. Kyle and uncle changin getting married after realizing their feelings for each other(this part is my delusion sry )
Frr they would make an oldest, wisest ,healthiest couple in this manhwa (≡^∇^≡) . What made me ship them so bad was how evil they're towards their own blood related brother
& nephew lmao (kyle didn't even flinch a bit when he heard ilay was stabbed lol , and uncle changin is so evil for not giving a fuck when taeui called him in middle of the night crying and begging uncle changin to save him from ilay and he even made it look like a joke ) Kyle and uncle are birds of feathers haha , they deserve each other (≧∇≦)/
wow.. i do weak for kind-look character.. and ilay has screw loose, so i forgave him for being such a good brother who believe his little bro would be all just fine through some bacterial toxin contain stabbed wound.. while for uncle changin.. he's like an annoying uncle who actually won't..or can't be hated by his nephew(s).. i gotta say he's dependable but mischievous evil behind it i won't survive like taeui.. he has strong character... like you said birds of feathers.. i won't make such couple an enemy but gotta have lots of patience to become their friends/worker (like james ( ̄∇ ̄")or family in taeui and ilay's case.
dang it, you make me restless now Σ(っ°Д °;)っ and i'm not a very patience person, is it still looong to get to that point? i should've let this marinated.. i hate myself to casually read them fast then and now.. it's torture ┗( T﹏T )┛i'll make wish every single night, hoping there'll be a hint for changin kyle as couple at least in manhwa ver. (i'm not giving up on searching the nov. ver... yet)
Sorry for late reply sweetie!!
I just love your comment (˵ ° ʖ °˵).
As you mentioned, I hope author really feeds us with at least a small hint in the end of manhwa ver. I'm not asking for more, just a small hint would make me feel like I'm on cloud 9 . It would be good if author nim focused on kyle and uncle changins relationship instead of that asshole Roberts Sidestory or whatever his name is :O
I was also surprised when kyle was thinking of stopping ilay from killing taeui not out of his kind heart Or sympathy since they got little close but only because he is jaeui's lucky charm and uncle changins nephew lol, he sure have devilish side of him
" IDEAL COUPLE " Yes that's the fuckin accurate word to define them . They made for each other rn .
thought i missed that one.. but dang it.. sound's complicated and.. pardon me, stupid ( ̄へ ̄ ) , let me guess, he's an asshole to taeui because his crush likes him? hopefully ilay did something to him( ̄へ ̄ ) , why would authornim make them as a side story?! i simply can't imagine.. dang it, for real? ╥﹏╥ now i'm upset.. and i don't even read the novel! yet.. i can't find it ╥﹏╥
i know there'll be nightmare, is the novel finished? what will happen to both of them? will they get married and have child(ren)? or they'll go separate ways? (hope it's the first, i know ml was wrong in their previous life, but now he's trying to make everything right by giving mc his support, protect him, better be in love with the mc and i don't know, bonding or mating whatever it's called, etc.. kinda miss that element in omegaverse)
nevermind~ found it~ ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/16897764/
did the ahjussi just choose to make the uke hate him for what he's going to do? can't you just show him that you won't do that to uke and protect him with all costs, and decided gonna change your "occupation" for him?!?! i kinda wish this is gonna be what, 50 chapters below 80.. frustrated with loooooooong chaps stories that.. basically just same route one another.. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)
i'm in love with If we... by Na yoon Kwon (it's the holy idol soundtrack) and i can't stop playing it for few days now. and then i start rereading this story (since i'm running out of stories i could read for now).
currently reading chapter 22-23.. i can't say with the song meaning, but dang it! it feels like they could belong each other (the song and mettel's side story (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ)
maybe it was the 4th prince she saw in her dream? she's pitiful.. T.T.. and my baby.. i hope you have your truly happy ending.. everyone deserve that...