every time I start feeling sorry for him the guy just becomes an asshole again
none of them have a personality
I was expecting some stories about yuere or another baby from the side stories but instead we got whatever that was
PLEASE DOCTOR DAN TELL THAT GUY TO FUCK HIMSELF EVEN IF IT’S ONLY INSIDE YOUR HEAD
the ending was depressing
he was in such a bad mental state that he felt like at least he wouldn’t be lonely like that. it didn’t even make me angry, just sad
ok, so
I read some of the novel so if you guys wanna know what will happen here it is
at the riegrow house, tae and maurer will meet eachother
after 10 days ate the riegrow household tae gets kidnapped by some random group because they thought tae was an important guest
kyle will ask for illay’s help with the kidnapping but he will refuse at first. maurer makes a deal with kyle telling him to tell illay that tae is one of the hostages, making illay agree to help
tae was being held in a house in the middle of a forest
illay gets there and boom explosions and gunshots
tae gets hurt and hides in a forest
illay saw tae going into the forest and said that if he didn’t come out he would set the forest on fire…. so, he actually set the forest on fire.
he finds tae in the forest and say he will only help tae if he asks for it: "Ask for help. Then I will help you." - Ilay. Eventually, tae asks for help. Illay then carries tae out of the forest and tae passes out bc of the smoke.
ok, so after that the part that matters the most is… mirror scene (!!) besides that, illay also had lots of nightmares about killing tae and would be desperate to bring him back
ok, mirror scene (very hot). basically, illay teasing and fucking tae in front of a mirror while constantly saying things like “you are mine, tae”, "There's no place on this body that I don't know about. There's no place on your body that I can't reach. And here, I'm here to hold my stuff.". Tae keeps looking away and illay keeps forcing him to watch "Tae. Look carefully. This is mine”. After that, I did not understand much but basically xinlu tries to find tae and says that he would get tae even if tae was that (xinlu is crazy, he said stuff like i will put it on bamboo shoot, and hug it everytime i sleep and hang it"). illay getting jealous and hating xinlu and bla bla bla
I think after that they travel to find tae’s brother, but I have no read it yet
Op, where did you read the novel?
full version only korean in bomtoon but u can read part of it here https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/passion.137359/
and there are some scenes in this site. this one for ex is mirror scene https://archiveofourown.org/works/47999692?view_adult=true
illay hurt that his favorite person said he hates him
he is so damaged he can’t even say what he is feeling and keeps throwing empty threats at the other guy (the only name I know is suha because the name of the manhwa is literally my suha)