Dude at this point I’m just thinking about a scenario(that will probably never happen but still) of Leewon just snapping and outright digging bullets into Ceasars limbs after he finds out something so gut wrenching that Leewon can’t help but ruthlessly take it out on Ceasar. I really wish Leewon would just snap but homeboy still has some morality in him so it’s not possible.
if the story was different and Caesar killed him mom he def would
I’ve always had a bad feeling about the Uncle ever since he popped up. Call it instinct but I just knew he carried bad vibes with him. And now that my suspicions have grown because of this chapter, i DEFINITELY do not want him near anyone(or any other kids). He’s gonna get what’s coming to him soon.
As for the letter, it makes sense for it to be a possible picture and for Myeong to react like that. Whatever it was assuming it’s cp or something else just as extreme, I don’t blame him for that because who wouldn’t think that the person you’re being intimate with seems to be so attached to the letters and when you find out why, you seem to understand because in the first few chapters we already saw that Jingi sexually assaulted another inmate along with many more. Dudes reputation isn’t great and that just puts a whole lot more pressure/assumptions on Jingi for Myeong to feel that way.
Yeah, this definitely can slightly sum up half of what it takes to have Ceasar communicate and understand him. That little part where he scowled at Leewon can seem funny or unreasonable to have but I think that it adds a good detail towards Ceasar acting like a child. He got what he wanted, lashed out and begged then scowled when he didn’t like being asked the same question from Leewon.
In all honesty, it’s a damn shame that Leewon has to suffer and now teach Ceasar through this process, practically holding his hand every step of the way. The only adult with logical sense is Leewon, and even though it took Leewon a bit of time to realize and tell Ceasar this in order to stop, he’s still pretty much the adult in this relationship. That is both extremely tiring and difficult to proceed with and I’m surprised Leewon has survived this long with the way he has been handled/ reacted towards these situations. Gotta give props to him for that but damn is this not really fucking dark and depressing when you look further into the relationship/see how everything is beginning to align an make sense when Ceasar acts the way he does with him.
When I saw the alcohol and the dick… I did a double take because WHAT. THE. HELL.
Honestly man, Ceasar might as well kill Leewon at this point because how much more is Leewon both physically and mentally going to take all of that damage AGAIN but raw this time and still be alive and think about how to manage the situation? Ceasar is a good character in terms of providing the on point toxicity but I have a feeling that no matter what he does, Leewon will be at fault. It does make me wonder if Leewon had the ability to act just like Ceasar in return with his psychotic behavior/ tendencies— would Ceasar be compelled? Probably not. The situation would be horrible either way, not unless Leewon used his brain in manipulating Ceasar into believing whatever Leewon wanted(doubt that completely).
Either way, if Leewon were to die from this act alone, I do not doubt that Ceasar would react normally in the sense that he’d feel bad— he’d go even more ballistic and lose his mind. Dude I just want Leewon to have a relaxing life again where he continues his job as a lawyer and manages to maybe rekindle his relationship with his father etc. Leewon doesn’t deserve this treatment bruh#－.－)
Am I just dumb? Bro what the heck is happening anymore?? WHY ARE YOU LEAVING? WHEN DID HE SAY HE LOVED YOU? WHY CANT YOU JUST TALK? COMMUNICATION ISNT WORKING BECAUSE YOU CONTINUE TO CHOOSE EVERYTHING FOR YOURSELF AND MANIPULATE EVERYONE INTO THINKING ITS FOR HIS BEST INTEREST? WHAT. IS. THIS??
Yusa’s cousin has a way healthier relationship oml, yusa be more like your cousin ffs
he has to leave cause he was draining his energy and he was gonna die. he said he loved him like last chapter i think? they can't just talk cause,,, well,,, he's a demon and shit.
You right… tbh it’s been a while since I read this but even still, I don’t think he said “love” more as in “like” or maybe not at all. Either way, this relationship? It’s in shambles frfr
doomed yaoi
I’m at a loss. I can’t even say anything about this chapter because I am too appalled by everything that just happened
Tbh I see this as a “no wonder why” because she explained(not really) what she went through in Seoul and the neglect of both parents so in all honesty, I’m putting it on that because she didn’t have any parental role models/neglected this is why acted the way she did without considering others feelings in the matter. She’s young and stupid, girl will get the slap of the wind sometime in the future or offscreen. Either way, she just made an “excuse” and now will reflect on what she did. Hopefully
I don’t think Guwon knows a lot of things, and it’s kinda implied with how he asks questions about what does “initiate” mean and then not knowing what mouth to mouth is(and that you’re not supposed to kiss anyone when they’re having a panic attack LOL). Either way, I think he’s not too familiar on the basics of human interaction and language? It’s just with the glimpses and everything— it makes you wonder if dude is even remotely human/ alive. Honestly I don’t think he is but we’ll see.