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Zhenhao (Jingeon)
Lin Dong Yan (Dongeon)
Heeseo
Seungwoo

It was so frustrating. It was good! But frustrating even until the end.
SO BASICALLY
Heeseo is actually a very sensitive and self conscious guy, despite seeming like an airhead. He's naturally a lonely guy, so he seeks comfort in others who are nice to him and care for him (me too honestly), so he falls in love with people (usually older) quickly. However he fell in love with Seungwoo, who's younger than him- so when he was temporarily transferred to another branch to help out, he wanted Jingeon to cover for him at his current branch so he doesn't have to leave too soon. And the only way to convince him, is to tell him about a new crush on one of his coworkers- Dongyeon. Jingeon, being a skeptical guy, wanted to check out the new crush to see if they're good for Heeseo because he's been heartbroken before. TURNS OUT the reason why Jingeon is skeptical, is because there's previously been a guy that Heeseo dated, who only stayed with Heeseo because they wanted to eventually get with Jingeon. Heeseo doesn't know that Jingeon knows, so he secretly grew very self conscious of his lovers being introduced to Jingeon, so he decided to set him up with Dongyeon this time, so that when he DOES introduce Seungwoo to him, he'd already be dating someone KNOWING Dongyeon is Jingeon's type. Basically this was all a set up by Heeseo because he wanted to be with Seungwoo, whilst also eliminating the possibility of Jingeon stealing his lover, by acting as cupid for Jingeon and Dongyeon. HOWEVER, I don't know why tf, but Heeseo kept lying about having a crush on Dongyeon TO JINGEON AND SEUNGWOO, and kept threatening them both that he's going to confess. THEN HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "IVE GOT TO CONFESS TO A GUY I DONT LIKE LIKE THAT :(" LIKE WTF DO YOU MEAN, NO YOU DONT. YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO ALL THAT DBAINROQNNRKMQC AHHHH. So yea... Heeseo is frustrating.. and even in the end, when he got with Seungwoo and had yet to come clean to Jingeon about him being messy af, HE DIDNT EVEN END UP DOING IT, Seungwoo had to do it for him, or Jingeon had to apologise for getting with his crush EVENTHOUGH HE NEVER EVEN HAD A CRUSH IN THE FIRST PLACE... and Dongyeon was just blissfully unaware...
Also Seungwoo had liked Heeseo for a long time, since they met. But idk why he kept playing with Heeseo. He should have just confessed, but he kept playing silly games to toy with Heeseo. That was also frustrating... then when he knew EVERYTHING after Heeseo told him literally everything about the lie, he had the audacity to tell Jingeon that he was making Heeseo's life harder???? TF. I actually don't like this guy..

Characters:
Camilla
Lila
Duke Sephrol
Ludville
Ravi
Arsian
Redhead nobody cares about

I'm really enjoying the story. They sometimes skip over details or just add random stuff for the moment then forget about it later, but it's genuinely a really good story. I really love Camilla as a heroine because she's not naive. She was a working woman in the acting industry who worked her way up top and endured the hatred in the industry. I think it's nice that she uses her skills from her other life to survive in this world. She's very competent and doesn't like to think she's helping people, but she's very understanding of others. I'm really happy that she's befriended Lila, who is supposed to be the actual heroine, instead of it being a story about them going at eachothers throats. Obviously I like Ludville and Ravi. They're great brothers who don't want to make it obvious that they want to be doted on by Camilla, they're both not very open people in different senses, but they care for Camilla as her brothers. Ravi is someone who constantly has low self esteem, so Camilla always looking out for him just so he doesn't spiral, is so sweet. The most recent incident where he spiraled was after the hunting competition where he wanted to heal Camilla who was hurt, but got pushed away by Arsian, claiming he will heal her quicker and better (obviously he's just in love and wanted to tend to her faster) but Ravi took it as a claim that he's useless and won't be able to save Camilla in time. Camilla doesn't know this detail, but she later tries to calm him by saying he's helped and saved her plenty, and that he's more than capable. That was the only thing that made him stop hauling himself indoors. But that's very wholesome... I like Arsian, who seemed like a real tease and aloof, but secretly likes Camilla a lot. He's always protective of her, but they can act casual around one another. I suppose he will be end-game, which is good (I don't assume she'll and up with Ludville.... cus that would be messy....). And nobody cared for that Redhead from house Javelin. He wants to pretend he's very important, but he's always on the sidelines... he wants to pretend he's still Camilla's interest, and now sorts for her attention because now she isn't giving him any, which is low af. I'm glad Camilla isn't giving him the time of day. His ego is even higher than the two guys who should have the highest ego (Ludville and Arsian), when he's literally so insignificant. THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE OVERLY NICE GUYS IN MANHUA, CUS THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEM. It's like professor Xavi all over again. Overly nice guys stink.

But anyways, a lovely story. Truly a good read. It's a shame that the translating team changed, but it's still very enjoyable.

Karina
Mirion
Perial
Wynston (doctor)
Nocturne (Leopold family doctor)
Abelia
Peri
Enrich
Count Leopold

Reading this manhwa is like a Rollercoaster of emotions. It's so sad to see that Karina lived 20 years being neglected, and her parents don't even have the grace or shame of admitting that they were negligent. Karina has the ability of Creation through her paintings, and creating human life can cause detrimental side effects. Due to her parents neglect, she drew her image of perfect parents who would care for her, comfort and tuck her into bed.. at such a young age, she had to imagine what a perfect life with loving parents would be.. There were indicators of her ability and nobody cared, her parents continued to belittle her abilities even until the end. Through Mirion, she finally experienced the love and kindness that was absent in her life until now, yet it too her final year for her to finally experience something that her parents SHOULD have given to her... why have a child if you don't plan on caring for them and providing them with love and support. They kept claiming they birthed and raised her, gave her food and shelter... but is that not the bare minimum for a child?? If you didn't have the funds or position, it's more lenient, but it's pure negligence... And when your child decides to cut ties, the only thing they could ask is why she's being so childish and selfish? There was no self awareness even until the end... Perial even told Count Leopold beforehand that she is severely ill with an incurable disease, and he had the nerve to ignore that and think she's just throwing a hissyfit over a "little fight". It was never about the little fight. It was an accumulation of many cases of mistreatments that caused her to tip over, yet they couldn't even admit that much.
I'm actually so happy that Wynston stood up for Karina.. he was the first to know about her artist disease and he went above and beyond as a doctor. He was considerate of her from the start, but when he cut Nocturne off after finding out that he was the Leopold family doctor but found out he was neglecting his patients based on personal bias and attachment, causing a patient to possibly die without even being aware of it. It brought me joy when he was cut off. I'm so happy that Karina even got a glimpse of happiness even if it may be her last year alive.. she didn't deserve to be ignored the whole of her life.
I know her siblings didn't do anything to her really, but I understand how Karina also felt indifferent towards them. She disliked that her younger siblings always took importance over her even in moments when she needed her parents the most- she didn't hate her younger siblings, but envied that they got the love she couldn't, eventhough she was also very ill... And I could understand why she hated Enrich for him turning a blind eye to everything but pretending to know- sometimes that's the worst.. when they pretend to know how you feel, and end up trivializing it even if it may not have been the intention. It's sad either way.
Karina is so strong. I admire her a lot. She kept all her pain inside because she was afraid of voicing it because of the past. She simply was ready to embrace her end, but wanted to (for once) experience a life which wasn't dictated by her parents even until the end. I find that's very admirable. I'm happy that she met Mirion who is accepting of her and loves her unconditionally and isn't afraid to SHOW her that he loves her. She needed someone like that. And having Perial and Wynston with her to boot, warms my heart.

I will literally break down in tears if it's a sad end.. like if she dies but atleast was happy in the end, I'll atleast accept it. I guess. But I want her to be happy