Dream January 1, 2021 4:56 pm

Wait so Ryan loves his sister ??? And because Christoph looks similar to his sister so he has feeling for Christoph too ??? What ?? Can someone explain to me please

    foreverfujoshi January 2, 2021 9:42 pm

    I was thinking the same. Hope someone would explain

    monotonousfox January 3, 2021 9:33 pm

    I don’t think Ryan loved his sister romantically but I think he really cared for her and wanted to keep her safe and all that. Like even though she was only a half sibling that was still his sister so he wanted to look after her.

    Then she died and he wasn’t even there for her. He was probably carrying that guilt the whole time which is probably why he continued the research on the serum when she died.

    Then hop along a few years, generations whatever, and here’s little Christoph that reminds Ryan of his sister that he cared for so much. So Ryan begins to look after him the way he felt he should’ve for his sister. Christoph was like Ryan’s surrogate sister who also needed to be looked after just like her;;

    idk it’s a little messy with how old Ryan is and his character and background not being completely explored, but I think it was just a really strong familial bond that Ryan had for Christoph

    foreverfujoshi January 4, 2021 3:09 am
    I don’t think Ryan loved his sister romantically but I think he really cared for her and wanted to keep her safe and all that. Like even though she was only a half sibling that was still his sister so he want... monotonousfox

    Thank you, I loved the way you've explained it. Tho im not completely convinced that it's just familial love he had for his sister. I wish we had more of Ryan's backstory

    Dream January 4, 2021 3:18 am
    I don’t think Ryan loved his sister romantically but I think he really cared for her and wanted to keep her safe and all that. Like even though she was only a half sibling that was still his sister so he want... monotonousfox

    OMG, thank you, I really needed to hear this, I was so sad because Ryan died and Christoph's memory was wiped out and then found out the feeling he had for Christoph was just because he resembles his sister (??) I don't know how to express my feelings. I mean if that really happened in real life for me, I would be so sad because knowing that they only like you because your appearance looks like someone they loved, like, the feeling is not pure (?). Poor Christoph, he deserves better, I wish I didn't read that chapter, my heart is aching, now I'm a mess because of it, I don't know if Ryan really had loved Christoph or not, maybe not....hah...why I am doing this to myself

    Dream January 4, 2021 3:24 am
    Thank you, I loved the way you've explained it. Tho im not completely convinced that it's just familial love he had for his sister. I wish we had more of Ryan's backstory foreverfujoshi

    I think he really loved his sister, the way he looked at her...the gesture too. It makes my heart ached, such a sad love story, you can even feel the sadness in his eyes when he look at her...I hope I just over-analyzing things because this just makes me even more upset

    monotonousfox January 4, 2021 5:38 am
    I think he really loved his sister, the way he looked at her...the gesture too. It makes my heart ached, such a sad love story, you can even feel the sadness in his eyes when he look at her...I hope I just over... Dream

    The main reason I feel like it wasn’t a romantic love was because Ryan never acted on any romantic feelings with Christoph even though Christoph was with him for however many years before Ryan left him in Sihan’s care.

    The most they ever got was hair ruffles and forehead kisses. And I’m betting Ryan knew that Christoph wouldn’t have even questioned him if Ryan pursued a romance with him. But they never crossed that line (no kisses on the lips or declarations of love or whatever), and if they did it wasn’t shown to us.

    So I just think it was a really strong familial bond. Where Ryan is the older brother Christoph wanted and never got, and Christoph is like a second chance at protecting his dead sister for Ryan.

    monotonousfox January 4, 2021 5:43 am
    The main reason I feel like it wasn’t a romantic love was because Ryan never acted on any romantic feelings with Christoph even though Christoph was with him for however many years before Ryan left him in Sih... monotonousfox

    However tbh I’d be heartbroken if they loved each other romantically and this bittersweet ending was what they got

    Like I guess it’s nice that Christoph won’t get to mourn Ryan since he’d probably go zero or something but like «did Ryan really have to drink the wine that night, author??»

    So I think and hope and dream it’s just a very strong familial bond,,

    Kiara January 14, 2021 4:29 pm

    That was his sister???? I thought that was HIS LOVER

    Dream January 16, 2021 4:24 pm
    That was his sister???? I thought that was HIS LOVER Kiara

    Yes, she was his sister ╥﹏╥

Dream November 21, 2020 6:16 pm

Rough translation.
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T: What...what
D: I mean that the thing you did before
T: You said i did what to you ?
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D: Ya, why are you suddenly like that ?
Are...are you okay ?
T: My rut...when did i have my rut...
How long has it been ?
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D: He hasn't come out since he went into the room
Huh ?
Oh ? Where are you going
T: Lee Doyun...
You...Don't you want to come to the hospital with me ?
D: Hospital ? Why so suddenly? Are you sick ?
Huh ?
*knotting
The alpha genital...the omega...get inflated up and...the chance of getting pregnant gets higher*

T: When you look at me at said that I was just a kid...I/you kept laughing it off (I don’t who is the one laughing it off but I guess it’s Taehan)
But as for today I…
Damn it.
D: Ya, don’t worry.
There’s no way I’m pregnant with just one time (of getting knotted), right ?
T: (mumbling) What are you doing ?
You’re making (him) anxious
Get ahold of yourself, Jung Taehan.
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JY: You arrived ?
D: JinYoung Hyung.
JY: You will get the result right away if you do the blood test...
T: Ah...
JY: Uhm...Even though I don’t normally see them as adults but they even look 1 level more (1 level tinier) like this today (so cute I died...)
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DJ: So he wasn’t.....pregnant.
JY: Yes, anyhow, Doyun is different from other omegas...
I thought that you would be happy, Dojun-ssi
DJ: Ah, Yes...yes.
Of course it is good news but how is Doyun felling right now....I can’t even imagine...
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D: Wow ~
I thought we would be in big troubles.
I still even have cold sweat on my back !
But it is good that it wasn’t it, right ?
I said it wasn’t it.
Ya, Jung Taehan !
T: Ah, right. That’s good
D: What’s this~ This face ~ you look like you’re disappointed ~
You were secretly hoping for a child, didn’t you ? Huh ? Right ?
*Poke poke*
Aigoo, Our Taehan is disappointed, what should I do now, should hyung marry you ?
T: Marrying...
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End of ss2

    Dream November 21, 2020 6:18 pm

    They look so distanced at the end, I’m so sad ╥﹏╥

    Tae November 21, 2020 8:37 pm

    Thank you, Dream! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    This chapter definitely had a more serious tone than I was expecting. It’s hard to know what Taehan is thinking or feeling here. He just seems kind of in his own head or something? I guess we’ll have to wait for season 3 to find out

    Quicksilver November 21, 2020 9:00 pm
    They look so distanced at the end, I’m so sad ╥﹏╥ Dream

    Hi, dream. ty.

    Quicksilver November 21, 2020 9:02 pm
    They look so distanced at the end, I’m so sad ╥﹏╥ Dream

    oh. you know me by a different name

    akane006 November 21, 2020 11:40 pm

    Thank you so much Dream! I´m so glad you´re back, I missed guys! I hope Nike is doing ok.

    Quicksilver November 22, 2020 5:04 am
    They look so distanced at the end, I’m so sad ╥﹏╥ Dream

    I was wondering where not-very-nike went.

    Dream November 22, 2020 5:43 am
    Thank you so much Dream! I´m so glad you´re back, I missed guys! I hope Nike is doing ok. akane006

    Nike and I still keep in touch and we email each other a lot haha, thanks for asking ^^ It just that she’s working and I’m studying so we both very busy, that’s also why we couldn’t do the rough trans very regularly anymore, but I guess I could do it one in while, if the chapter has some kind of twist or any interesting information (≧∀≦)

    Dream November 22, 2020 5:46 am
    I was wondering where not-very-nike went. Quicksilver

    Hi rain, it’s been a long time haha

    Dream November 22, 2020 5:50 am
    Thank you, Dream! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ This chapter definitely had a more serious tone than I was expecting. It’s hard to know what Taehan is thinking or feeling here. He just seems kind of in his own head or ... Tae

    Taehan making me so nervous, I don’t know why he’s acting like that, shouldn’t he be happy that there wasn’t a child ? ╥﹏╥

    Quicksilver November 22, 2020 6:26 am
    Hi rain, it’s been a long time haha Dream

    It sure didn't take you much time to figure out my criminal name. Raindragon is restricted. I'm a fugitive here on mangagoggle. LOL Hi it's so nice to see you're still around. XO

    Dream November 22, 2020 7:49 am
    It sure didn't take you much time to figure out my criminal name. Raindragon is restricted. I'm a fugitive here on mangagoggle. LOL Hi it's so nice to see you're still around. XO Quicksilver

    What ? What happened to your old account ? What do you mean by "criminal name" hahaha I don't even know that you can get restricted on here LOL

    kynette22 November 23, 2020 6:33 am

    Thank you Dream! You're amazing! I buy the English translations but not being able to tag the raws kills me. Thank you so much!! ヾ(☆▽☆)

    Dream November 23, 2020 9:55 am
    Thank you Dream! You're amazing! I buy the English translations but not being able to tag the raws kills me. Thank you so much!! ヾ(☆▽☆) kynette22

    No problem ^^ I’m glad you buy the English translation ヾ(☆▽☆) let’s support the author as much as possible

Dream October 3, 2020 5:11 am

I'm scared

Dream September 22, 2020 3:00 am

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Taehan appeared at the end and kicked in Hanyoung face twice LOL ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
Taehan kick me too please ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

    Tmsmyz September 22, 2020 3:24 pm
    This reply will be showed after approved! Okayanonymous

    It will not be on LezhinComics English side. (Yet)


    However on the LezhinComics Korean side.
    The story went on Hiatus in August and just uploaded the new chapter yesterday.

Dream May 23, 2020 10:14 am

Rereading chapter 9 again because I'm obsessed with angry and jealous Taehan mlem ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Dream February 11, 2020 5:59 am

Oh what a time to be alive(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Dream January 8, 2020 5:44 pm

Chap 95 Spoiler !!!
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This is the rough translation if you had seen the newest chapter
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JH: You've come already ?
G: Jihye ah...
JH: You came faster than i thought.
G: why did you suddenly call me here ?
JH: I received a phone call from SooHwa hyung
G: SooHwa told you to meet me ?
JH: ... No. It's the opposite.
SooHwa hyung told me not to accept until i fully understand it.
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JH: He told me not to get carried away and forcibly forgive you.
He said even after this i might become to hate sunbae but it was inevitable.
He's known about our relationship for a long time ago.
G: Ure right. But if it wasn't because of Soohwa then why did you want to meet me...?
JH: Instead of that, he told me to
think deeply about this.
So i tried to think about it.
(comes closer)
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JH: I dont want to hate sunbae.
I dont know well what it is between you and that person. But i also dont want to hear the truthful reason of it too.
That's my way [to deal with things like this]. I will just cut off the relationship and keeping distance.
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... But I hate it. I hate to get far away from you.
So... Please give me excuses.
I will believe what ever you say to me.
G: I dont have any excuse.
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You know very well what my younger brother has done to Gyohan right ?
That kid hates me. So I was afraid. I'm afraid that he will do something similar to you too. Yohan got hurted was technically my fault, i made him meet my brother. It was too late when i realized that it has been such a stupid idea but i was really afraid about it at that time.
Then the person you saw that day. I came to find him, used his weakness to threaten him. I told him to protect you.
... No
... I told him to watch you.
Me and that person, we just using each other.
A kiss was the prize. And that was it, there's no other meaning than that.
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That was all of it. I'm so sorry.

JH: ....Didn't i tell you to just give me excuses ?
G: Don't you hate thing like that... Excuse or whatever... They were all lies.
I dont want to do things you hate anymore.
JH: Ha... I didn't expect to hear that from u... As expected, It seems that its really hard to hate you.
The truth is, i have a lot of worries. But suddenly ive been thinking about what should i do to like sunbae.
From those worries, maybe it was because I like you.
So even after i heard that you've been watching me, [can it be that] what still make me even angrier is that you kissed that person that day.
I have never have big desire for anyone or anything.
*flash back*
"Ah, i like the red one more... Can you exchange it with me ?
JH: "... Sure"
[I have never want anything]
"Jihye ah, have you decided which university to go for ? "
[I have never show any greediness]
JH: "anywhere that have Architecture department."
*End flashback*
Because I'm like that, i cant be sure but...
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I want to like you.
*holds Gyoon's hands*
I think ive finally desired for something.
G: Huh ? huh ? Huh ??????
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G: Then.... how is my face ?!?
JH: Uh..? Why did you suddenly...
G: You said you cant be sure.
I know that this is shameless but i cant lose this chance.
JH: How did we even come to this...
G: If there is something that make you like me even a little bit, i have to hold onto it.
... So... How do u think about my face ?
JH: .... I think you're handsome
[Even though i dont get that kind of feeling because of appearance]
G: My height... Jihye is taller than me tho...
Then my voice ?
JH: Aiish, voice is Yohan (i think he meant Yohan always wins when it comes to voice)
G:...You're right.
Money, how's about money ?!
JH: I have enough to live alone so...
G: As expected, you're so great Jihye... Ah no, not that.
Then my personality...?
JH: Youre kind to me.
G: ....
JH: Sunbae, Its not that Im evaluating you.
G:... My body.
JH: What ?
G: Hows about... my body....?
JH: Sunbae. Didn't you just said you won't do things that i dont like. How can you said that so lightly...
G: I didn't mean it lightly.
I dont have anything except that.
I'm desperate more than ever. I absolutely didn't mean it lightly.
JH: ... Okay then
Let's try doing it once.
G: ?!
No, you dont need to force yourself...
JH: You have been this courageous for me... So i have to give it back.
Courage.
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*To the hotel*
JH: sunbae ?
G: ... Can you close ur eyes ?
JH: my eyes ?
G: Yes.
You might feel bad about this.
JH: Sunbae ah, I...
G: Yeah ?
JH: Am I going... to be the bottom ?
G: ... Top or bottom, you can do whatever you please.
JH: ...!
G: but let try feeling it first.
We are not going to go all the way today, this is our first time anyway.
*starts blowing JH*
JH: Uck, sunbae...
G: [Whatever it is, i'll make him feel good... ]

Dream December 28, 2019 6:27 am

I want to see more of Ren Kaede :(((

Dream December 13, 2019 6:14 am

Is there a way for me to buy the digital version of this manhwa ? Im pretty desperate now

    Nitrogenix December 13, 2019 6:37 am

    It probaly will be picked up by sublime. Since all of here mangas are getting english hard copys and digital copys.

    Dream December 13, 2019 7:46 am
    It probaly will be picked up by sublime. Since all of here mangas are getting english hard copys and digital copys. Nitrogenix

    Omg awesome, I just went to the website to check, but now I still have to wait for it to be picked up damn, maybe 2021...what about the Japanese raw, where and how can I buy it, can u help me, does it accept oversea card ?

    Dream December 13, 2019 7:47 am
    It probaly will be picked up by sublime. Since all of here mangas are getting english hard copys and digital copys. Nitrogenix

    Also thank you very much

    ponta February 2, 2020 1:44 pm
    Also thank you very much Dream

    you can buy it on cmoa or honto.jp or renta (all work with non-japanese cards) :)

    Dream February 8, 2020 3:40 pm
    you can buy it on cmoa or honto.jp or renta (all work with non-japanese cards) :) ponta

    Oh mygod, thank you so much ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ Im trying to buy it on honto right now

Dream December 12, 2019 7:42 am

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*Taehan remembered what he did*

It feels good
So good
I’m think I’m going crazy
Good...
Doyun: Han...
Jung Taehan.

*Taehan woke up to a wounded Doyun sleeping next to him, he is shocked and shaking*
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Doyun: Aiigu..
Morning...? Night ? (or afternoon)
How much have I slept ?
Uh ah, my below swollen so bad. (It hurts so bad when I touch)
That guy's lower body is a monster
Uh ? Come to think of it, where is he ?..

*Saw Taehan sitting on the floor, looked all depressed*

Doyun: Tae..
Taehan: Don't come ! (close to me)

My excitement (rut) hasn't gone completely yet...
Now if you come close to me, i might touch you again.
Because of that...
So dont come close to me..

Doyun's thought: That was really gloomy...
Why is he like that when we have been having good sex ?
Taehan: I'm sorry
Sorry...
Im really sorry.
I...like that.. to you
I... really
Doyun: What ?
Why are you apologizing ?
Did you remember everything ?
Taehan: I can't... remember... that make me even more anxious !
Doyun: Prick if you can’t even remember then what do you know and sorry for ?
Taehan: I know...
I...to you...
Damn it !
Doyun: I wanted to do it
I wanted to spend the rut with you.

*Taehan still looking down the floor*

*Doyun stepped down the bed and approached Taehan*

Doyun: Jung Taehan.
Taehan: Ack *suprised*
Doyun: Taehan ah.
Taehan: Dont come close to me !
If... you come now...
*Doyun held and connected his hand with Taehan's hand*
Doyun: Let's date

*Taehan was shocked and his eye turned gold*

*Doyun looked traight to Taehan’s eyes with reassurance*

*Taehan started to cry*

Doyun: Jung Taehan, I said let’s date.
Hmm ? Hmm ?
You’re supposed to answer, you know ?
Yeah ? Come on, answer me.
Woaaaa, you’re crying ? Crying ?
Uh ahaha, a grownup prick like you, crying and running nose ! (I’m gonna make fun of you forever)
Taehan: I..I..

*Doyun hugged Taehan*

Doyun: Don’t say anything other than “Yes”, ok ? (You’re shacking so much...)
Taehan: Lee Doyun....
Doyun: I know I know, so stop crying.
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*they are now both lying on the bed*

Taehan: from you...
Doyun: yeah?
Taehan: There’s a very good scent emitting from you...I feel even more good and comfortable than usual...
Doyun: I really emit smell like that ?
Taehan: Yeah..
Doyun: Is it because you’re dating me now that you feel this good ?
Taehan: U huk huk
Doyun: Are u crying again ?
Don’t cry ! Fuack!
You look so uncool now
Taehan: You’re so noisy !
Doyun’s thought: his eyes and nose are all swollen...he looks so upset...
(Taehan: Huhu)
Then...this jerk really looks so silly when he cries
(How can he look like a frog this much)
Sleep sleep, im so sleepy

*Doyun turned and hug Taehan*

Doyun: Hihi

*flashback: This jerk.... What is it... Inside... It become so big..*

Doyun's thought: but what was that then (dude he really dont know what is knotting)
I have slept with him so many time, but that was the first time i experienced that.

It's stretched to the limit...that i felt like it was gonna torn

I feel like I'm being absorbed by him.

It feels like something's filling up inside my stomach.


Love shuttle Season 1 Ended

    801ch December 11, 2019 5:20 pm

    Thank you dream <3333 This chapter was so good, great end to the season! Taehan is still the absolute best Alpha. You better treasure him, Doyun!

    Tae December 11, 2019 5:28 pm

    Thank you, Dream!

    GirlBoss December 11, 2019 5:34 pm

    Thank you so much. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    BlackBelle December 11, 2019 6:35 pm

    Thank you!!

    meicoder December 11, 2019 8:32 pm

    Thank-you!

    blackhairedmaya December 11, 2019 8:41 pm

    THANK YOUUU (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
    with everything I think he's gonna get pregnant teehee ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

    akane006 December 12, 2019 12:04 am

    Thank you!!

    lilo December 12, 2019 1:36 am

    thank you so much! and omg pregnancy tease... i never expected this to really happen in this work... I'm surprised but so excited! Hopefully we don't have to wait too long for season 2 ;;

    Lesbi_Honest December 12, 2019 2:38 am

    Omg thank you!!! Hopefully we get that pregnancy in the future!!!

    raindragon December 12, 2019 5:35 am

    thank you so much

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