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Because I'm not interested, I'm asexual, and even if I was going to get rid of my virginity it would have to be with the perfect man. A loyal man who kills bugs for me. ( ꈍᴗꈍ)   reply
28 04,2021
brrr
10 10,2020
When I was in like, kindergarten I had a friendship going that lasted for 2 years, and I didn't have any other friends except her cause I'm not so social :(´◦ω◦`): Anyways, so, one day we were chatting during P.E and then she just stopped listening and ignored me, she went off to talk with anyone else but me. It started to seem like she w......   3 reply
10 10,2020
brrr
30 08,2020
I'm never the one ending these friendships though, but I guess I kind of am to blame. I don't talk, no, I can't, because I'll go silent once faced with social situatons and I'll freak out inside my head like, "Speak, damnit" and "Oh shit, oh shit" or "What do I do, WHAT DO I DO" for example, if someone asked me a question or wanted me to say somet......   reply
30 08,2020

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10 09,2023
GOD YES I don't care if it would change how I currently live, I would do anything to be able to change the past. 90% of my brain capacity is full of embarrassing moments, the last 10% are moments of grief and regret. I've lost plenty, mostly friends. Also I just really would like to actually give answers to the people who have asked before, it make......   reply
21 07,2021
Hopefully, somewhere.   reply
21 07,2021
I scratch, rub, and just feel my eyelashes. Usually before bed. I also scratch my head pretty hard, to the point it bleeds, mainly when I'm bored and got nothing else to do, for fun. (something's wrong with me.)   reply
21 07,2021
818... as of right now. I have less in my already read and reading.. It's 572 more than my reading 565 more than my already read And 274 more than my reading and already read combined Not sure if those numbers are accurate, I wasn't using a calculator I was using my head.   reply
21 07,2021

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What should I do if I want to start eating healthy...
But whenever I smell a vegetable I can't help but choke? If I eat a vegetable I will vomit, no joke.
I once got my ass beaten for vomiting in the kitchen sink twice when I was five after eating vegetables.

Vegetables are the only things that will make me vomit, not carsickness, not rollercoasters or heights. Just vegetables.
06 05,2021
I don't understand the thing about feelings, I do have feelings but I feel like I can't feel my feelings.
And so I just want to ask but
• Why do humans get emotional on small matters
• Why do we express our feelings
• Why is it so hard to say “I love you”
• and what is it about feelings that make me question my existence
(Because I feel so inferior)

And only asking because I'm curious,
but why are people so judgmental

I'm laying here contemplating my future and I feel a mix of fear, confusion, sadness, guilt, a dash of depression, happiness, anger, worry, and then I feel empty as if I shouldn't exist, which confuses me.
04 01,2021
brrr
25 11,2020
Like, lucky lucky or insanely lucky?
25 11,2020