How tf do you even come back from this?! Why even go to Kidman if you yourself didn't even know why you're there in the first place if not to apologize for what you've done. Throwing kim dan money when he's been paying you every month what you told him he owes you. Like he doesn't care about money otherwise he wouldn't even pay you. How do you mess up this badly because your ego (and balls) are the size of the fucking planet!
I WILL PERSONALLY GO OVER THERE AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU UNTIL YOU RECOVER YOUR MEMORY YOU PIECE OF SHIT! SHE IS HAPPILY MARRIED AND IS PREGNANT, FIND A TALL BUILDING AND DO BACKFLIP BITCH!