Sugarly August 30, 2024 5:05 pm

I'll be honest I stuck around because I genuinely fell for Dooshik. Nothing against Jooha but he didn't stand out to me as particularly different from other characters in BL series, personality wise I mean. With Dooshik however I felt like I found a unique and vibrant ML. A bit goofy and silly, getting himself in many embarrassing situations, acting like an easy going f boy with a good heart but actually being someone longing for just that one person for him to love and protect. just a hopeless, almost naive, romantic lover boy. From chestnut boy to host to gangster. He just felt like a chameleon, someone with hidden depth, unfailingly positive and yet thoughtful. I just loved him. Like how many MLs have you seen portrayed seducing older guys as prostitutes? And it was so done very tastefully, it was funny yet charming. And, let's not forget how he's also crazy strong, standing alone after taking down a whole crew, very shonen coded. Ughh, such a departure from the cold, psycho rich type ML with a barely sad back story to justify his bullshit (basically Pilwon). He was a breath of fresh air to me.

Yet my love for him couldn't make all the other issues go unnoticed.

The sides show things remain the same from start to finish, the author clearly has a rape fetish as illustrated by the storyline and the graphic depictions of rape/gang rape they chose to include. 90% of it genuinely felt completely unnecessary and as if it was treated as pure smut. Something for readers to enjoy instead of feeling repulsed by it. Pilwon was treated more as a second ML than a rapist and abuser and a lot of the plot falls flat because it feels there’s genuinely no purpose for all Jooha went through aside from the author wanting to draw those scenes. It feels more like a kink (questionable kink at that but to each their own) than a sincere story about overcoming trauma from forced prostitution and abuse. Basically trauma porn. The pearls kinda lose importance pretty quickly too.

Sigh. With Dooshik, things went downhill with how he somehow was turned into a more typical ML , especially that revenge rape scene and I felt like once again it was back to the kinks taking priority over characterization and plot. Still In a twisted way, I kinda appreciated the revenge Dooshik took, because it added more dimension to his character to see how low he could stoop, how much his character could darken. Also because rapists or pedophiles never ever see retribution in BLs. In many cases they're the love interest and get a happy ending with their victim. Or in other cases it's just brushed off. No one goes to jail or ever get anything coming their way. So it was refreshing to see it in an eye for an eye format. But of course once again way too graphic and it was treated as smut as well and also proved how hard it is for people to enjoy “rape scenes” as it just served to make people feel bad for those guys. And once again Pilwon didn't even get the same treatment like why? Dooshik going “dark” was an interesting plot point that could have given us a solid arc with Jooha wrestling with his trauma and what Dooshik did and also for Dooshik to deal with his own actions and his feelings about what happened to Jooha. But nope.

    Sugarly August 30, 2024 5:08 pm

    By the way Pilwon 's character was such a heavy looming presence for most of the story but completely fell flat towards the end. Especially his freak out when Jooha found out the truth (which also wasn't built up properly). If you think hard about it, it kinda made sense but it didn’t have the impact it could have had, had it been done more carefully and addressed in more than passing flashbacks. Also it was completely unnecessary for Jooha to go to Pilwon. I mean I get the reasoning but it felt like such a pointless move that only dragged on the drama. Jooha was with Pilwon so Dooshik had to chase them, fight bla bla, shoot, miss, jump, blabla. Sigh. Not sure when Dooshik would have been released if not for Pilwon but Jooha could have been safe while waiting and Pilwon would have still needed to flee the country. The author just wanted to draw one last rape scene. Or “smut” I guess, since it's clear Pilwon is treated as a second ML and not an abuser, rapist and groomer. Like the way Jooha barely walked in and bam Pilwon had to shove it in, like ughh, just why.

    And it’s kinda the same with the sides. I’m enjoying the whole amnesia concept and seeing Dooshik being sweet and Jooha being free from burdens and all but bam, the author was itching for some dubcon play and since there was no Pilwon anymore, Dooshik was pushed into that role. I’m not disgusted with Dooshik. I still love his character and think he’s one of the best ML around with so much potential but I can’t help but roll my eyes at this author and the choices they make but I read through the whole thing well aware of that tho I wouldn’t really recommend this story or rate it high. So many authors act like rape is mandatory but this one really takes it further by putting characters in those extremely disturbing and heartbreaking scenes for the sake of giving readers some “smut” which is just not it for my personal taste.

    Sugarly August 30, 2024 5:08 pm
    By the way Pilwon 's character was such a heavy looming presence for most of the story but completely fell flat towards the end. Especially his freak out when Jooha found out the truth (which also wasn't built ... Sugarly

    Like it could have just been a story with Pilwon as a controlling and abusive partner and Dooshik as this guy who falls hard for Jooha and shows Jooha how it feels to be treated right. And Jooha breaking free from his abuse and healing. Pearls not even needed. Dooshik and Jooha's relationship is incredibly sweet and compelling on its own. And it is so entertaining to watch their dynamic. Smh.

    Sugakookie September 5, 2024 11:53 am

    Preach! Couldn’t agree more

Sugarly August 2, 2024 6:46 am

But THE VISUALS ARE ALWAYS OUT OF THIS WORLD! I love Kyung ha so much!

Sugarly July 24, 2024 2:25 pm

It’s interesting people have an issue with both of them sleeping around. Like being promiscuous while not in a relationship is not wrong. Some BL readers have strangely puritain views on some stuff. They hate seeing the main characters having sex with others, especially the ukes. Meanwhile they can enjoy abuse, toxicity and will happily root for rapists. It’s funny to draw the line at “infidelity” and “promiscuity”.

The MCs can both do whatever they want with other people. The only issue is when one party starts to act possessive and territorial and wants to impose things on the other one. You can’t demand things from someone you’re not willing to commit to. It’s egotistical. Especially if you’re happily fucking around as well. I really hope Minchan won’t pull some gender double standards shit about what alphas are allowed to do and I hope our little boxer will call him out.

    JPin July 24, 2024 2:31 pm

    You're full of wisdom!!! Is so conservative to judge someone being with a lot of ppl. They're not even in an relationship ans they Nevers telles about sleeping with other guys.

    In fact, i like when that happens because Is way more realistc. If you are not in love with someone toi have no obligation sleeping only with then, because sex and love aren't the same thing. Talk with other guys and experience other things, new ppl is a pretty healthy way of living your sexual/romantic life. This is not cheating if nothing is agreed,not even a name to the relationship.

    Kiki_manga July 24, 2024 5:12 pm

    If anything I'm happy the uke is sleeping around bc the seme ain't worth nothing. I wouldn't tell a friend to be exclusive w that man and I'm not gonna be mad the uke ain't exclusive w that asshole

Sugarly July 22, 2024 11:07 am

To his adult self without any change whatsoever, Hamin will have his hands full trying to teach him a semblance of normality but then again Hamin is apparently drawn to that brand of craziness so it’s a great match.

Sugarly July 19, 2024 12:19 am

Bitch please

Sugarly July 16, 2024 10:41 pm

The pacing is atrocious.

    Ridora ;) July 17, 2024 10:15 pm

    I think it's because it's supposed to be some of those short asl manhwas with side stories on the side

Sugarly June 27, 2024 1:49 am

I should have seen the last story coming knowing it was the author of waterside night sigh

Sugarly June 26, 2024 11:29 pm

The current translation is not the worst I’ve seen but for this kind of story I think the subtleties are essential to fully appreciate the story and some of it is unfortunately confusing.like some of the dialogue makes no sense.

Sugarly June 20, 2024 10:57 pm

It’d be nice that while the MC is making an effort to accept the ML’s kink, the ML was also able to show consideration for the MC and his comfort.Interesting premises but why make a show of how accepting the MC can be only to right away show the completed lack of consideration and respect he gets in return. I have a feeling it’s meant to be humorous? Like the more the MC hits him to try to stop him,the more the ML gets turned on and keep going …yikes,

Sugarly June 13, 2024 6:15 am

I'm always conflicted about this type of story. When someone wants to hide something and be left alone because of a tragic or complicated past but people keep hunting them down for their own agenda, forcing the person's hand and disregarding their wishes. It's always a bit irritating to watch, like I can't help but root for them to get their way but it's like obviously never the plot. And on then, on top of it it's usually paired with this type of MC who keeps going on about needing to be cautious, what they need to avoid doing and etc not to get caught but few scenes later they keep doing everything they said they wouldn't do almost as if they're dying to get caught. Like Seo start the chapter with "I absolutely won't do this" and end the chapter with "oh shit, I shouldn't have done this." Still an interesting and good story tho.

    Grimmy June 18, 2024 12:17 am

    Same! I may have to reread but I'm so confused why everyone is so obsessed with finding him. He did so much to remain anonymous so it's like the verison they know isn't him. Just the idea. I really wish they would leave him alone ╥﹏╥ but then where would the story go? I really liked more of the idea of him completing the wishes and developing relationships doing them that help with his trauma. Haven't liked the forcing him to be on this elite team part of the story

    PeePeePooPoo June 27, 2024 6:44 am
    Same! I may have to reread but I'm so confused why everyone is so obsessed with finding him. He did so much to remain anonymous so it's like the verison they know isn't him. Just the idea. I really wish they wo... Grimmy

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