
This is so sad wtf

Yess, he does, that‘s what I think as well.
But in the raws he sometimes thinks of Hyeok during the intercourse or daydreams about Hyeok – it‘s confusing. I don’t think (at least I hope) he likes Hyeok romantically, but he‘s definitely interested in him (if anything interested in his body). That‘s what I got from reading the next couple of chapters and the main story.

I don’t vibe with that still. If he loves someone else, why do all that crazy stuff to another person? Yknow? BL has normalized a lot of MLs to be MC focused, so this is weird. ML is weird alone here.
I doubt he loves either of them. Nothing can make me believe it until he starts being better. Sigh…I wonder how many total chapters for this couple.

Jooha stop cumming pearls? Someone please enlighten me. I stopped reading in the middle somewhere

You know how pearls are created from for example a grain of sand that irritates the oyster? If you remove Jooha's trauma (by losing his memory), turns out he no longer produces pearls. I don't know what's gonna happen in the future - maybe he'll produce them again so that they can live a rich life, but for now, because he's healing, they're gone.
I have a lump in my throat