

I admit I wish this scene lasted longer. ( ̄へ ̄)I mean it's still the first time shii touch tamaki this way after all and he kind of made his dream come true lol and this is the first time tamaki has this kind of feelings. It's his first time and especially the first time he's been touched this way. This scene is important and means a lot about their feelings. I say that I would have liked it to last longer in the sense that I would have liked so much to see more reactions from shii and especially to see more what effects it made him to about what he did to tamaki (knowing his obession for tamaki) I thought "maybe the scene lasts until chapter 12?" but well reflected I don't think saw the end of the chapter. After that this is only my personal opinion, i don't know what you guys thinking (⊙…⊙ )

I cleaned this for fun and um i used google translate for this so it might be bad but idk https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rqxGiAANR1y1aNPvupX09LU0sG6dQkJ0/view?usp=drivesdk

You didn't ask for it but I can roughly tell you what he says, hope it's not annoying hehe. Ok Shi asks Tamaki if he has sexual desires or not, and here T says "It's just like you said, people without sexual desires (I'm gonna shorten it sd) wouldn't react so sensitive(ly). That time when I said "dissapointing", that wasn't directed at you but me. I felt/ feel disgusting. I don't need something like sd, and I don't want to feel sd for anybody".
Then Shi says sth like this in the following pages"The "sd you think you don't need" give them to me, I want them."
Tamaki objects at first, but Shi convinces him, so he starts jerking him off *ehehehehe*
And in the end Shi says "It's ok, only I have seen, only I know, it's our secret"
Poor Tamaki man, traumatized by such a horrible mother TT
Technically I wouldn't mind translating, but I can't clean or upload (=・ω・=)

Maaaan. I relate to Tamaki so much. I honestly feel he's not A sexual, I've been through the same thing. I was sexually abused by male family members and male friends so growing up I couldn't even stand being close to guys. When I started to believe I was Asexual I met my wife(we'll call her Se) in seventh grade and quickly realized I liked her only a few months after, and unlike the hetero relationships I had that never surpassed hand holding and never did anything for me emotionally, I literally would feel fireworks go off in my head just from talking to her. After Se and I had our first nervous kiss in the dark we were like rabbits every night. Haha We've been together for 10 years now and though sometimes the trauma of my childhood comes back up during sex it's easier to calm now that I have someone who respects me and what I want.

Does anyone have the link of raw? Please

I can't understand chinese so take this with a grain of salt
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From what I heard the ending is bittersweet.
Kiku is gramps lover who he believed "died" when his plane "crashed" in the ocean hence why he wanted his ashes to be scattered at the sea. Jirou was not a good husband and father to his family because he couldn't move on from Kiku's death. His actions might have been the reason why Shirou's parents died? I think I saw someone say his parents committed lovers suicide or something and Jirou tries to atone by raising Shirou with love. I guess his sin might have been his inability to love his family which is probably why the uncle had that look on his face when Kiku asked if gramps was a good father to him and his sister when they were talking about Shirou's childhood.
Anyway I don't know if the uncle convinced Kiku or if it was Kiku's decision but it seems like Kiku went back so he could settle things with Jirou cause he feels guilty and wishes Shirou didn't lose his parents. Apparently Jirou was suppose to be engage? but instead of talking it out so they could have a proper closure Kiku runs away to the military. Shirou was not having this fix the past nonsense but somehow Kiku managed to convinced him. To send Kiku back Shirou has to do the same thing he did to summon him: throw that old plane at the lake. At the day of Kiku's departure I think Kiku confess his love and promised to come back since he want to stay with Shirou? He disappears after Shirou hugs him and we see gramps + Shirou photograph was replaced by Shirou + his parents which means Kiku succeeded. Shirou says Kiku got his wish so now it's his turn to get his wish to come true. He throws the plane to summon Kiku back. Since this worked twice already it's assumed they reunited even though we didn't get to see it ╥﹏╥
The limited edition in vol 1 and 2 has a bonus story. The link contains vol 1 bonus about Shirou's newly awakened desire for Kiku. Vol 2 bonus first half they were talking about their birthday but since Kiku doesn't have his memories yet Shirou says they can celebrate it everyday or something. Second half after Kiku's memories returned he tells Shirou his birthday. They say they'll celebrate it soon and that they wish to be together forever.
(☆▽☆) GOD BLESS YOU, UPLOADER