I admit I wish this scene lasted longer. ( ̄へ ̄)I mean it's still the first time shii touch tamaki this way after all and he kind of made his dream come true lol and this is the first time tamaki has this kind of feelings. It's his first time and especially the first time he's been touched this way. This scene is important and means a lot about their feelings. I say that I would have liked it to last longer in the sense that I would have liked so much to see more reactions from shii and especially to see more what effects it made him to about what he did to tamaki (knowing his obession for tamaki) I thought "maybe the scene lasts until chapter 12?" but well reflected I don't think saw the end of the chapter. After that this is only my personal opinion, i don't know what you guys thinking (⊙…⊙ )
I cleaned this for fun and um i used google translate for this so it might be bad but idk https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rqxGiAANR1y1aNPvupX09LU0sG6dQkJ0/view?usp=drivesdk
You didn't ask for it but I can roughly tell you what he says, hope it's not annoying hehe. Ok Shi asks Tamaki if he has sexual desires or not, and here T says "It's just like you said, people without sexual desires (I'm gonna shorten it sd) wouldn't react so sensitive(ly). That time when I said "dissapointing", that wasn't directed at you but me. I felt/ feel disgusting. I don't need something like sd, and I don't want to feel sd for anybody".
Then Shi says sth like this in the following pages"The "sd you think you don't need" give them to me, I want them."
Tamaki objects at first, but Shi convinces him, so he starts jerking him off *ehehehehe*
And in the end Shi says "It's ok, only I have seen, only I know, it's our secret"
Poor Tamaki man, traumatized by such a horrible mother TT
Technically I wouldn't mind translating, but I can't clean or upload (=・ω・=)
Maaaan. I relate to Tamaki so much. I honestly feel he's not A sexual, I've been through the same thing. I was sexually abused by male family members and male friends so growing up I couldn't even stand being close to guys. When I started to believe I was Asexual I met my wife(we'll call her Se) in seventh grade and quickly realized I liked her only a few months after, and unlike the hetero relationships I had that never surpassed hand holding and never did anything for me emotionally, I literally would feel fireworks go off in my head just from talking to her. After Se and I had our first nervous kiss in the dark we were like rabbits every night. Haha We've been together for 10 years now and though sometimes the trauma of my childhood comes back up during sex it's easier to calm now that I have someone who respects me and what I want.
(☆▽☆) GOD BLESS YOU, UPLOADER