i know that junseo and jaewon bonded with each other more but i feel like it is already obvious on how jaewon make a line between them, junseo's happiness and jaewon's happiness is different, jaewon wanted to be with karam and junseo is with jaewon. but i do love junseo very much, i feel like he is the definition of 'if we met earlier, maybe we could have something, for me, he is my almost lover.' i enjoy this webtoon so much and i guess i am a bit biased because if i were jaewon, i would still pick karam.
ok so this story is about a guy who is obsessed with the mc, but the amount of suffering he had gone through because of the mc's presence is making him hates him yet he can't help but yearn for him.
one line that stucks with me is when he said "im scared to look up, in fear of him not being the one that i have been seeing" like he is afraid that the one he looked up to is gone, and all that left is hatred and i guess that is what he is going for in the end. it almost seems to me that he lost interest in the mc all along yet he can't let him go.
he become excited when the mc is in a troubled position prolly cause he wanted him to taste what he had to go through just to taste a bit of an affection from the mc, so i guess he can call it a revenge of some sort? i feel like that is a reason enough for the guy to put the mc to go through what he had go through when he was a kid, like the death of his parents, having to do whatever he told to and having hallucinations and blurring the lines between reality and dream + some additional traumatic experiences just to break the mc more.
i feel like he go through the virtual reality many times to get the ending he oh so desired which is not to go out to the snowstorm and chose him but i feel like the mc did go out to the snowstorm several times until the recent times. he wanted the mc to feel what he felt, so he did all of that. and to make sure the mc stay down, he ruined his name and reputation just because of the pathetic crush of his.
he only let the mc leave the moritat when the mc develops a dependency towards him just like him towards the mc. a sick play of a pervert who doesn't know how to love properly. but it worked out in the end. he doesn't care that the mc belittled him, calling him fragile and weak because he knows that the mc is the one that is fragile and weak, just like how all beautiful things are.
i feel like sena is too underappreciated, like homeboi is the closest one to her rn, and i really enjoy their moment (▰˘◡˘▰)
when the alternate ending is making you cry more cause it makes it looks like that the reason why yeonho met with younger jaeha is because jaeha is still waiting for yeonho in the afterlife :'D