Watching The Untamed and and reading this after that ain't helping my pain.
I've been soothing myself with the audio drama.
The MDZS manhua is on here if you haven't read it! It's fun: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mo_dao_zu_shi_novel/
We are actually bound to get married with our cousins so it's totally fine with our culture.
So I give them my blessing. But I wouldn't be able to get married myself.