
super good actually !! loved the depictions of the struggles of the main's feelings. and the journey to understand love. and yes, it's so real. and yes, trying to explain what it feels like to be in love is definitely an experience. and it varies from person to person. but trying to put into short and direct words why you love someone is basically impossible.
I really enjoyed the way his struggles of understanding all this were depicted.
(need to reread with more attention to everything since I was very tired when I first did it)

their relationship is beautiful. everything about the mains is so good and well developed. the amounts of love and respect are so nice to see. I especially loved the question about them being in a platonic relationship only. siiiiiigh.
besides that, I needed to know that the rapists at the very least got a criminal record, besides being expelled. and THE one? I WANT HIM GONE. I'm glad he got punched,, but that's unfortunately not enough. still, I'm glad at least those things happened, and that the school did something, since japan's police and law isn't properly known for even considering these cases,,, especially with guys.

it was very cute, but it seemed like it lost it's way like, midway through? some things I'd love to get more of, were just forgotten,, and the kid also just disappeared, which is a shame since I really wanted to see how it'd go for him.
would also have loved a proper ending for the story. idk,, it just doesn't seem finished?
it would probably receive less stars from me, if their roles in bed weren't what they are ahdjk really gotta love the fiery dom bottom and the almost corpse, sub top eheh.

remember reading this back in the day, I remembered the plot and that it was funny, and indeed, that's true. hajime and mafuyu are super interesting and fucked up (would have loved to see more just because they were my favorite part)+ I actually liked the reasons for that all to happen, and that after being told it was not okay, mafuyu stopped while still in his brother's body,, the main brother is also super fine, he's very cute indeed! now,,,,,,, akiyama? heh,,,, he was something,,,, he had some good moments but,, there was no need for him to be doing so many bad decisions. just wanted to add- I can't believe the main lover boy was aiming to do whatever he could to the main guy while he was in his younger brother's body, because it was weaker?? the amount of red flags in that statement,, christ. plus, of course he won't believe you're into him?? even more after understanding he was the only one who wanted to try and get his body back?? to add, he said all that to mafuyu and still did whatever he could to his body?? what a green flag.
this was so so good. they're so adorable and their development is great. and I love that they have more people in their lives that are important and appear multiple times (unlike most), and the fact they told some of them about their relationship?? YES, THANK YOU.
I'd honestly be more than happy if we could continue following them, just because they make me smile and giggle to myself ahdhdj.