He is trying to say that.. He had always been attracted to guys so he is familiar to feelings of liking a guy.. And he knows how guys relationship are cz its actually kinda the same and he wrote them.. But he never have the feelings reciprocate thus the unfamiliar part.. N never actually experience romantic relationship.. Thus the unknowing part..
No I don't think he's saying he has always been attracted to guys. If I have to translate it myself it'd be something like "It was a world that I'm used to yet unfamiliar with, I know yet don't understand" he was saying it that before as a bl author that's how he felt about man liking man, he just wrote it without actually experiencing it, but now that he's actually in that world himself still doesn't feel real.
If the father actually care for her... But doesn't know how to show it......... Why is it that he can care for the cosette girl but not her in 1st timeline.. And why was she sentence to death when she found to be "fake" cz its not like it is her fault even if she is like the vice captain stated "it is not her fault and death is tp much for just being a 'fake'.." when she was sentenced to death.. If he was even neutral... At least.. Why need go through death sentence.. And now there suppose to be actual love but he is jz tsundere or doesnt know how to show it?
Ughhh.. Fuck my single life.. Omg.. This is so blissful.. Im happy for themm.. I wish to protect this love forever.. Please be a happy ending..
Not tryna be negative n whatnot.. Its just somehow..remind me of the times that i had this too.. N he was having affairs.. N now i be like.. Even when someone make u feel like what u had is love... It all could be a facade.. Just one of his many games.. N theres no way to know but until he slips or someone came forward.. So im crazy scared to get into relationship though i yearn love so much.. That it was my dream to have a family that chooses me..
Momma need to see raws
Or else you all get the butter sock
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