Reading this at 2 in the morning + PMSing = a waterfall from my eyes.
*Passes you my half done bag of two-bite brownies* i did the same thing!
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Reading this at 2 in the morning + PMSing = a waterfall from my eyes.
*Passes you my half done bag of two-bite brownies* i did the same thing!
I have no words to describe how much I loved it. I think why I loved it so much is because the uke deals with insecurity and always doubts and even often loathes himself; he has a difficult time socializing and has to force himself to do things even though he doesn't believe he can. I noticed some comments about how the uke seems to cry too much but honestly I really relate to him. Being someone who personally deals social anxiety and low self-esteem issues this manga really hit close to home for me; he lives in constant fear that he'll disappoint people and ultimately fail. He believes everyone hates him and the fact that he was in denial that the seme could even love him for majority of the manga is utterly heart-shattering.
I totally agree! I suffer from severe social anxiety and major depression and manga like this really effect me. This seems like an over exaggeration to a lot of people, I'm sure, but this is actually a fairly accurate representation of what it feels like. That fear of rejection and judgement and that everyone is watching you and waiting for you to mess up is so consuming. When it's this severe, it truly rules every aspect of your life. I don't date anymore because of my anxiety. I ruin relationships with friends and family and partners. It's rough. Even going to the store is extremely difficult for me and I have to prep myself up for it way ahead of time. Even then several times I've had a panic attack in my car in the parking lot. Anyway, I absolutely LOVED this manga. A+
I have an anxiety disorder myself. Like you, even everyday stuff like shopping can cause problems. I guess that's why I really felt close to the uke in this manga. Don't you love it when you feel as if someone else really gets the way you feel. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~