Nothing I hate more than stories like this.
If your “psychological” story is just filled with rape, abuse and more rape you just don’t know how to write a good one. This is just sad.
Psychological stories aren’t supposed to be like this theyre not supposed to be constant disgustingly detailed abuse porn with the uke miraculously “feeling good from it”.
And oh I really wished that it ended there but instead the people who have read the novel say that he’s gonna end up with the second rapist abuser. Just great guys what a good ass psychological story.
For fucks sakes.
1. let’s give the rapists handsome faces.
2. Let’s abuse and rape the uke however tf we want.
3. Slap a psychological tag and ding ding ding you can monetize off your fetishes and rape fantasies!
I agree in bl world psychology mean rape and continues rape and the mc falling in love with the one who raped him nice story
Um, first of all, you can’t drop the lesbian mothers bomb and then not give us a prequel of them.
Second of all, SETH IS SO FUCKING PRETTY I CAN’T GET OVER HIM. Seth just say the word and this pussy is all yours baby.
love your energyyy
LMAO thank you babe that’s so sweet
At this point, I’ve reached a state of nirvana
I have bo rage, no hatred and no love. I am literally just reading this for the art. Someone could literally get murdered and I’d be like “damn look at these sexy noses”
Real
FR
Buddists monks out there starving to get to nirvana but you still ate
Nahh sorry I still can’t forgive ash for saying “let me be clear, there’s nothing between us” when he KNEW that karlyle was gonna confess to him and then they never even mention it again?? Like what did u think was gonna happen are u fr
And the people saying “well, he already agreed for this not to be a romantic relationship” then tf is he getting upset for when karlyle didn’t confess?? Like that’s so shitty it made it seem like he wanted to be the one in power by having karlyle confess and then reject him and that he upset cuz he didn’t like the fact that HE was the one who got rejected.
Also he DID lead karlyle on. treating your temporary partne right” and the things ash did are so not like each other. Ash’s actions were so misleading, if he didn’t want a romantic relationship he should’ve never did any of this shit
Same i m still feeling icky about that and the spoilers from the novel didn't improve my already negative view on the ml
Pls we NEED more BDSM toys used on semes!!! this is so fucking sexy
Do manhwa authors have some kind of competition in secret between each other to see who can draw the biggest dick? Cuz why is this a repeating occurrence?? aint no way someone with these dick sizes actually exist and aint NO WAY someone would actually enjoy being on the receiving end of that
They definitely do lmaoo
Like you can ask anyone how it feels like to have sex with a big dick and they’ll be like nahhhh this shit sucks ass it usually just hurts and that’s like with the sizes of real life dicks like the ukes ones so imagine how it feels to have sex with THAT imagine the size of your literal forearm being shoved up you ass I would start crying and pissing myself
I feel like one author did it and now theyre all like oh yeah that IS the normal sizes of a normal seme’s dick
Kinda getting tired of this. They start off with some tension in the beginning which is hot but then we immediately cut to the seme forcing himself and the uke not even enjoying himself in the slightest
I don’t normally care but idk why I feel soooo bad for yohan maybe that’s why I get the urge to say BACK OFF LEAVE MY BABY ALONE
If jay did leave him alone he would have died (=・ω・=) yoohan doesn't want it because he's so guilty he thinks he doesn't deserve any sense of pleasure and jay forces his love on him so yoohan could want to live again and let go of his guilt. Their relationship is not just a forceful thing and has a big depth to it. You can keep reading the manhwa or read the novel cause the novel explains their complicated lives pretty nicely and shows that their emotions aren't just some shallow attraction but a NEED for each other. Their relationships aren't as simple as some basic "boyfriends" thingy and they don't even establish a defined relationship later anyway because they don't need something like that. You can see that they love each other in such a deep way in the second and third book and that they would lose everything just to be together. You should judge him later when the story actually explains everything and why he did these things.
I mean, hey I’m just sharing my opinion as of the latest chapters but I don’t think forcing your love, and forcing your self physically on someone are the same thing
In this case, yoohan doesn't care about anything anymore so even if jay said he loved him or cared for him yoohan wouldn't give two shit's about it because he's so numb. Jay forces him to feel something by touching him and gives him pleasure. Yoohan did ask for sex five years ago because he was so full inside but couldn't let himself go so he needed pain to just cry it out and feel alive. It's the same mindset but with pleasure instead. He needs yoohan to return to reality and realize he actually wants to live but yoohan wouldn't accept it if jay asked so he forces it. SPOILER: he refuses jay more when he realizes he actually loves jay and doesn't think he deserves such emotions other than pain and misery. He does accept jay and call for him to make him cry because he can't cry alone and ask jay to make him feel pain. Jay does act rough with him to make him cry and later they have a real normal sex.
Oh btw of course share your opinions we're having a discussion if there wasn't opinions then there wouldn't be discussions haha
“But she’s still my mom” I wanna throw up.
People who are saying it’s weird how he didn’t hate her or call the cops will never understand us. The rage is there but after a while it gets exhausting
We don’t forgive them but we start to make peace with it.
I really wish I could just cut them off but I can’t. It fucking sucks that I have the same mindset as him. I hate them but they’re still my parents there’s only two of them in the whole world and I promise you that nobody hates loving them more than me.
I love this manga I really do I feel so validated literally nobody ever talks about these conflicting feelings they’re so personal and you wouldn’t get it if you didn’t experience it. When shiraki said “this is my burden give it back to me” I couldn’t stop crying because I know the feeling. I stopped opening up to people because of this. Seeing them crying over me made me feel dull and awkward it’s a hard thing to explain but this is mine. It’s really weird but I didn’t want anyone interfering I don’t even feel comfortable when they shit talk them cause this is my journey this is my relationship with them of course I would’ve loved for someone to save back when things were horrible but right now after things became better I need to heal alone I don’t want people getting sad over me when I got over it it makes me feel weird and uncomfortable idk idk
I think it's worth mentioning that different people process their traumas in different ways. It's not the same for everyone. Some people can't forgive their abusers and they are absolutely fine and valid. Some people heal by moving and forgiving, that's also fine. I went through similar things, and people always act like we must forgive our abusers to move on, that we can't move on by hating all the pain that they have inflicted on their victims and that baffles me. Everyone's experiences and their way of dealing with trauma is valid and real.
I agree and think so too. Everyone’s way of healing is different which is why I didn’t like people dismissing his way of healing and forcing their own opinion on what they think trauma survivors should do to their abusers. It’s okay to hate them and report them to the police and it’s also okay to just live with it as long as you have boundaries and have broken free from the abuse. I just wanted to explain why people who haven’t experienced this may view shiraki’s conclusion as weird, confusing or unrealistic .
This is just sad really, really sad. I like yanderes but damn this is too real. Amane has so many insecurities and attachment issues cause of his trauma it’s too sad. It very much seems like borderline personality disorder with the way his emotions completely take over him to the point where his memories become foggy as if he turned into a different person (when he forgot he gave rindo a medication).
Also I really like that the author actually used the words mental illness and specified what he has. It’s rare to see cuz of the heaviness of the topic. It’s probably very hard for him but I hope he gets professional help and medications which I think would happen very soon since rindo is really good with dealing with him and very supportive.
Ofc I can’t forgive him for raping rindo in the beginning but it’s interesting how his “possessiveness” seem different than other semes like this guy actually has some shit going on and not the usual he’s mine grr cuz i’m a controlling piece of shit nah he’s actually trying and constantly mentions how happy be is seeing rindo happy. He actually likes him he’s not possessive just extremely insecure.