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I re-read this at least once every 4 months goddamn. The author is so mean istg cuz I was actually able to read yohan’s writing on the sticky note but they made it sm messier in the watch on purpose anyway I think it says “I love you, forever” but I’m not really sure since the author in the epilogue says something different.
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I wanted to actually throw up during the car scene it was so fucking triggering and sad. I feel so bad for the uke you can see how he literally doesn’t care anymore even with the seme “regretting” his shit he doesn’t give a fuck at all which is kinda funny actually cuz we spend chapters over the seme being sad and acting like a ken and then when he cries and grovels the victim just dgaf anymore like absolutely no reaction he doesn’t care whether his abuser feels bad or not it’s not erase all the shit he did. I liked that the author did that. Ik they’re gonna end up together cuz yaoi and i’m not gonna drop this cuz i do like their dynamic if I squint my eyes enough to blur out the abuse (even tho their dynamic is based on the abuse i am going to try my best) abusers don’t change irl but since this is fiction i hope the seme spoils tf out of the uke and just completely empties his pocket like I hope he becomes borderline homeless while the uke and his little brother wake up and sleep on caviar if they’re gonna end up together anyways.
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No don’t read it if you don’t like rape stories the seme isn’t the worst ik ik hes fucked up but he doesn’t hit him or force him to do weird sexual shit (the bar is in hell lmao) but he’s still a mfing rapist who doesn’t care about him and is self centered as fuck and the uke just feels like shit 24/7 with the emotional abuse and manipulation he’s put under and just when u think it it better it immediately goes downhill so nah don’t read it
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I feel so bad for the mom mannn☹ I had the same upbringing (absolutely not the rich one just the women are embarrassing and can’t do shit one) our house atmosphere was the same as theirs when it comes to being made fun of for drawing or liking pets and the women can’t do shit mindset blah blah blah so I feel for her and the uke’s brother.
this was aight the conflict resolution was pretty cliché but aight.
a cuter version of this uke (who doesn’t hit) would be yajima from Kare no Shousou to Koi ni Tsuite who’s also really cute and possessive.
Ughhh the look out for this flirty guy thing was so awkwardddd I like their relationship but the way it’s developing is way too forced