I am a straight women, and honestly I do fetishes it in my head. I can definitely see how it is problematic if the fetishes are imposed on real life and potential come across as offensive. I will also say that everyone has different fetishes such of body parts, behaviors, sex, race, age... and there are always people who are going to be uncomfortab...... reply
To be honest, it sounds like you worked up a loooot in your head. I don't think you love him, but you definitely have a crush on him. I think you should slide in to his dms and start reminiscing with him. Due to the story like setting, maybe he is thinking of you too? reply