
I just wished the mc didn’t like the ml as much as he does. Because truly some of the things the ml did to him is unforgivable and pure evil. Like after raping the mc, the ml just left in the cold for god knows how long is pure evil. Like bro was passed out and his body is weak yet the ml still left him there just for himself to go back to his fucking palace to sleep in a warm bed. Like gtfooooo I was so mad. I wish the ml suffered a lot more given the shit he put the mc through. Although I sympathize with the mc, it does feel like his love for the ml is too extreme. Because no one deserves to be treated like shit I don’t care if he’s the fucking emperor he can be god and thats just unforgivable imo.
Part of me also wished it took a different direction where the mc actually falls in love with the second lead. It really pisses me the fuck off when there is a second lead that stands no chance. ESPECIALLY when they treat the mc so good. Like I want mc and second lead to be together where the first ml realizes his feelings but it’s too late. That’ll be a much more satisfying ending in my eyes. Sadly, thats never the case but I guess they’re happy together now.

Can someone explain why he is choosing to disguise as a lower rank guide. The dialogue is hard to understand and I just started reading thank you in advance! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

When you have powers of both Guide and as an Esper, that does make you powerful but it can also come with others wanting that power. Ranking as a lower guide had let him fly under the radar and now his strategy is to hide in plain sight so to speak. Personally I think its a risky move since the princess and prince might get their hands on him if he slips up too much (and maybe the king).

Can someone explain the history they have with each other I’m so lost

He had a crush on sihyun during military service, then during weekend leave, he tried to kiss sihyun after drinking(they were staying in a hotel room together) , and then sihyun clocked him. From what I’ve gathered, sihyun has been cold and a pain in the ass to bottom(I forget his name), but I think sihyun is mad bc bottom took his first kiss, then acted like it was no big deal. I think. Honestly it has been hard to follow especially bc they look SO similar and there has been no communication ( ̄へ ̄)

During military service, mc is a closeted gay who instantly was attracted to ml's pretty face. However after he had a wet dream about ml, he felt guilty so he began avoiding ml. This caused rumors to spread that mc doesnt like ml.
ml on the other hand is a rich kid who's the child of a mistress. Durinh military, he does what is expected of him but keeps to himself basically. After a senior cadet began bullying ml, ml retaliated, but in order to keep the "peace", mc stepped in and gave ml a hard time just so the senior guy will back off and stop actually bullying. Anyway, ml is aware that mc treated him harsh in front of others, but behind the scenes, was making sure he is taken care of so he was a little confused about mc in general.
During their break, mc and ml ended up spending time together and got drunk at a motel. That's when mc kissed ml. ml obviously was shocked and punched him. But this then angered mc so they just kept egging each other on and ended up making out. During this tussling, mc pressed against ml's neck, choking him and he got hard, mc also bit his tongue for punching him. This awakened ml's m-tendencies. mc later acted like none of it happened, which is why ml has been so hung up on it ever since.

If I remember well (my memory is bad so maybe the story gets a little distorted):MC had a crush on ML (Sihyun) and when they were in the military, while drunk MC kissed ML out of nowhere (they had almost no relationship, they were not even friends i think). Next day MC forgot about everything but ML does not know that he does not remember and thought that MC was a b*tch taking advantage of him and has thoought that since then. Back in present, Sihyun still thinks that ML is "loose" and that is why he treats MC that way. As I said, MC does not remember kissing him, That is why he does not understand Sihyun's attitude towards him. So... more missunderstandings keep accumulating

I’d feel kinda bad for the black hair ml if the baby wasn’t his but he was under the impression that the baby is his the whole time but yeah he kinda sucks but no one deserves to experience that. I though the mc would at least tell them both that he had slept with them so he doesn’t know who the father is then it would be more exciting seeing them fight over him or something

I would've also felt bad for him if he actually cared abt the baby or being the baby daddy but he doesn't even care abt the MC nor the child so I highly doubt he'd be sad that it's not his. He doesn't care if it was aborted and also doesn't care abt MC, he's treating it more of a chore, he's not really investing his feelings into it so I highly doubt he'll give a fck. At most he'd be annoyed he went through the trouble of doing things for MC but not getting anything in return cause the baby didn't turn out to be his. Plus, yeah he raped MC so fuck him.

One thing that really pisses me off about the seme is how he gets jealous so easily like bro you only have the right to be jealous is if you ask yeomin to be your boyfriend the fuck. Like the seme literally sees yeomin as like fwb at the moment and yet he gets mad at him for interacting with other men??? And the fact that our baby just takes the blame for it ughhhh I really hope that yeomin or someone at some point, points out the hypocrisy of his behavior to him because what the hell dude!!!! How can you even be mean to our precious baby especially when this bitch is like how yeomin is causing him inconveniences YOURE THE ONE MEDDLING IN HIS LIFE you inconsiderate bastard
“We shower everyday together” and the next second bro thinks he has a girlfriend