Seoin manipulating MC, who would've guessed. he's just so unhinged, abusing his power, sexually assaulting MC... still stuck in the past and thinking he still has a chance, DAWG. it's been years.... get over it.
i wouldnt say there stuck in the past but events from the past shaped where they are now so obvi it was traumatic in some way one stopped doing judo and the other lost his first love to a misunderstanding and then his brother feeling alone. So his issue is abandonment yet both liked each other so yeah both harbor feelings of like and frustration for the other. He did manipulate the situation for his own good doesnt mean UKe didnt have a chose to stay or go he Chose to go despite still getting his old job back. Its rocky but so far i havent seen rape lol doesnt mean its good what hes doing but so far dont see nothing wrong i mean uke didnt punch him to and slap him lmao
i agree buuut ALL the sexual scenes so far made me uncomfortable. but yes, i said seoin is still stuck in the past because of how much he's chasing after MC's past self; i understand he wants the affection and attention he used to receive in the past and so does MC, but seoin's personality is very choleric and he doesn't shy away from using force to get what he wants... mix that with the like and frustration he feels as you mentioned in your comment and you get something incredibly nasty. MC is normal compared to seoin LOL so he doesn't act on his impulses without so much of a thought. flashback to seoin's disturbing thoughts when he was asked by an interviewer about his first love...
hey guys is this worth it? should i read this? i've seen a lot of people both recommending it AND telling others not to read it, should i give it a chance? i hate angst :(
I would say I agree with both parties on whether you should read it or not. I think it's a good story if you don't mind long-lasting conflict and if you're into hardcore romance with a bit of violence instead of soft and fluffy gay romance. To forewarn you there ARE in fact rape scenes in this manga. If you cannot handle rape do not read this. This story has forced me on a roller coaster ride full of emotions. I'm pretty sure I cried once or twice reading this, due to the ukes sad past. The good news is the seme never once raped the uke.. :D There are also a bunch of cute scenes and the smexy time between the uke and seme WILL give you butterfliess. Lwk some of the best smexy scenes I've ever seen. And the angles MM MM MMM. It all comes down to what kind of genres you're into.
I was wondering too. Thanks for this comment
i see, thank u for responding <3
Tbh in my opinion it is not a good read at all. Not just because it's uncomfortable, not just the violence, rape and just nothing about it is appealing. Even the romance is NOT GOOD AT ALL, reading this feels like sitting in a tub full of thumb tacks, there is no good part. I started it because of the art but couldn't finish because none of these people are worth rooting for. I seriously couldn't, I understand good angst and have enjoyed it, this is not it.
dang okay, i decided to give it a go hours ago and apart from the rape scenes...... so far so good. thank u for ur input, i really hope it'll still turn out to be at least mid, because i genuinely don't even know what webtoon/manga to read anymore and i'm tired of rereading my favorites </3