TW // MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT //
i read this because i wanted to see some abs but this is literally so bad <3. first the first part where were the blonde guy gets almost raped is so fucked??? i get it its a common plot point in most smut but there isnt anything explicitly nsfw. its just a cash grab and a hooker for people who are into that shit. the female audience in front of the club went directly to thinking that it was two guys and they were doing it. this is obviously because they function as the self insert character of the straight women reading this. who the fuck thought using transvetite for drag queens as an ok thing to do??? if you dont know that term is outdated and been used to derogatize drag queens. this work is an obvious example about how harmful yaoi is/can be to the queer community just disregarding their two closeted main characters. im betting that the characters are just gonna insist on their "heterosexuality" but still date because duh mlm are only still attractive if you could still possibly date them!1!!1!!! guys guys please just realize that bisexuality is a thing - a bisexual.
if anybody is going to argue to me about how im wrong, dont. i wont reply or/and care either. just realize just how much toxic shit like this that youre consuming on a daily basis and praising queer fetishization. thanks.
ps i read this to chapter 10 w/ skimming. if a story is this much of a dumpster fire with light reading then its not worth picking up at all.
You just skimmed it. You're bound to misunderstand the pictures. The rape wasn't romanticised nor the drag queen. They were undercover agents. The guy have to dress like that so they could catch the suspect. Come on. There was no rape between the main character. You can't talk shit about the story WITHOUT READING it. You're just saying lies about the story. And you're totally wrong about the characters too. They never denied being attracted to each other. Stop being like this without reading. Are you a kid. All you said about the story are bs. Sorry. Read the story then say things. Don't just assume things. You're just showing how immature you are.
ok imma just say that everybody being a two faced bitch but then switching to kissing the lover interests (black hair) ass because he took care of himself is so irritating. i wouldve liked if the story at least addressed it like another series makeup remover did. it just adds more character to the two main characters because its pretty dry rn. i do like how its confirmed discreetly that the main character (brown hair) is most likely bisexual tho and that the love interest (black hair) is still somewhat uncomfortable/socially inept with other people.
ive read up til chapter 12 btw.
basically the blonde guy is like super healthy and has superior genes because of crispr (genetic modification). but because it was outlawed soon after and his mother had signed him up to a government laboratory or thing he needs to breed and have children. in the recent flashback hes ~13 which makes it even creepier. also omegas, betas, and alphas exist here which just adds to the shabang of a universe.
TRIGGER WARNING! dont read if youre sensitive :').
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1. the black haired dude is TRUAMATIZED.
the reason he didnt fuck with the blonde guy is because of (potential) ptsd??? the people in the comments are acting like he shouldve just brushed off being groomed, molested, and raped by his bastard of a teacher just so they could get together.
2. chapter 3, "im not gay." oh, blonde guy... YOU LITERALLY LIKE A GUY AND IS GOING OUT WITH HIM??? this heteronormative shit is literally gonna be the bane of my existence because surprise! you can be bi/pan/omni/demi/etc. also dont come at me with that 'but japanese people dont know what lgbtqai+ is!' crap.
also im writing this at 5:46 am so if this is incomprehensible then it just is.
it's not easy to just "explain" things bc 1) it takes courage to open up ur trauma to other people esp if to a loved one or someone u care about 2) saying it means ur brain will be forced to relive it again and the amount of progress u had done to heal could be brought back to square one
ghosting could be a defense mechanism to a traumatized person. and i get the part ur saying "just bc someone had a traumatic past doesnt mean they can treat people like that". the thing is, some traumatized people are not aware at first that theyre hurting people. our brain is very fascinating and is our very first line of defense. some of our unconscious actions (i.e defense mechanism; ghosting) are done by our brains once our fight or flight response is triggered. our brains just basically want us to survive and are acting out for our survival
story-wise lets just commend seme for doing what he did. he couldve moved on but didnt, and him waiting is not uke's fault. still, what uke did was not okay. but we gotta be a little understanding sometimes especially when he had a rough life since childhood. im happy for them :-) fuck that teacher tho :-) fuck him to hell and back
cried twice while rereading this and i can i just say that this story is exactly the reason why i fucking hate the church? sure religion is an important part of peoples culture and blah blah blah but i would rather spend the time praying for some who the fuck knows what being??? i mean ive been an atheist since i was a baby (parents are religious at all) but i just dont see the importance of such things when the world is literally burning to the ground.
gyaru is a japanese fashion style mainly worn by teenage girls during the early 2000s. its since then gradually lost popularity but you can still see characters based off gyaru like Aiura Mikoto from saiki k (yes her skin isnt actually tan). its inspired by an american tv show and over exaggerated american teenage life. thats probably where they got the tanned skin from tbh which im not suprised since some of these bitches here (in the usa) got too dark of a tan.
reread this again when ur not tired as shit.