Oh baby... don't cry, everythings gonna be okay this time
Its sad how she tried to live even if she believed she has no reason to live, and, was craving for love, even if she convinced herself it was for her physical survival, I think that it was also for her mental survival, to believe that she could be loved, that someone like her, an illegimate child at first, then just a fake daughter could recieve love was a dream, her last hope. If there is none of that, and with the game ending, what hope is there left for the villainess who as failed ?
Penelope deserve to find someone who will be by her side no matter what, not someone who will stab her in the back like Eclis, or someone who seeks profits like the Prince. I find the Magician to weak minded and idk, he seems to always have pity for her. So no. She needs trust and belief in her ability's, not pity.
I still think that she will end with the prince, bc, he seems like the most likely to change his way of thinking and feelings for her. I just hope she doesn't lose all hope by then.
I need someone to send me the link to the novel...
I think that in a way, even if she finds it hard to feel or recognize love, Haesol kinds of "love" Yeonwoo in her own way. Like he hold a special space in her heart. She has a hatd time recognizing or understanding emotion, even if she feels them, and indifference is her way to express herself.
So, in my theory, she does kinda "love" him, but she needs to work on herself, if possible with a professional help to try and heal herself, and not fix, bc she is a human. When a glass is broken, you can glue it back but it will never be the same as before. Haesol needs to try and heal, and to go foward, and to let Yeonwoo know some of it, not saying she has to tell him EVERYTHING, its her call in the end, but just a bit for him to understand.
Internal scream. The face he made. Even louder internal scream.(⊙…⊙ )
Okay, now, I either need raws ( if anyone can help pls....) or some oblivion water so i can forget this chapter until the next one is out.
Me : praying for dobin's ass.
Also me : Get em' Tae-ho, get em' !!!
Another me : I don't even know how I'm able to live with myself, hahahaლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Bro, the nerve to complain on an illegal website.... She said like 10000000 times that she is just sharing it here, for the ppl who want to read this. You want to go talking shit bc its not translated in the most pitch perfect english ? Go buy the officials. Its readable at least, you just need to use your two last brain cell to understand what is going on. You wanna complain ? Go do the translation by yourself. Like my folks always says, don't complain if you can't/won't do it.
Okay I came just afrer reading first chapter and needed to shout this out. YOU ************ OF A COUSIN. Phew. This felt good. But seriously, idk what going on or why he's doing that to his cousin, but I needed to say that. Who on esrth with some sense in their mind does that to family ???
I think imma drop this. This is how bad it as frustrated me in only 15 chapters.
1. Family is trash. Mom mistreated dautgher, taking her life for granted and emotionnaly manipulating her.
2. Sister looks entitled bc of education given by mom. Where is the father ? Does he have not mind of id own ? Nvm.
3. Red hair dude is an ass. This explanation is enough.
4. Boi her trauma and everything that happened is just gonna piss me off even more.
Thats it. The art is good, the story looks original, but, idk, just not my cup of tea woth how things started and were presented.
Okay so this was just trauma for uke. Usually, when I read smth smutty, I kinda get this tingly feeling. I. Felt. Nothing. So why am I still there, waiting for development....? CUZ THE STORY STILL LOOKS GOOD. AND THE AUTHOR IS GOOD TOO. I'm tired of myself, lol.(￣∇￣")
I know a lot of you will think smth is wrong with me but.... The way they act and all, I can't help but want them to end up togheter !! I mean, look at them... I think if it happens, it will take some time, but, idk, I wouldn't mind~~~
Can someone send me a msg when this is finished ? I can't anymore
This was as beautiful as traumatizing. I do recommend this, but be ready and prepared for all of the unhealthy stuff that is going to be said, of all of the emotional damage that is going to take place. I started this when I was 11 thinking the story looked fun. 20 yrs old me have discovered a whole new level of messed up while started over from another perspective. Good luck if you are going to read it. Get a good therapy session if you already read it. Get a psychatrist if you are going to reread it ╥﹏╥
Thks for the hard work, uploader. Personnaly, I'll go with any. Weekly or monthly, both work for me