Graydaze August 17, 2020 9:46 pm

I know that it's going to end up with the seme (you know the cruel rapist/blackmailer) having a horrible tear jerking past that will cause us all to feel for him. Don't get me wrong, this isn't a rant against rape, I'm a yaoi lover and I know it's just a part of how they write their stories. My issue is that this was one of the most cruel, painful and degrading rape scenes I've seen in a while, and even though it may have awoken our uke to the pleasure of anal sex, I just can't see the forgiveness moving onward to love happening. If he decides that being a bottom is for him, that's cool, but how can you move past "you're just a hole I used to get off, you're nothing to me", not word for word I know but it's basically the gist of what he said. I don't know what the seme could ever do or say to make up for the humiliation, not to mention the mental anguish his arrogant self importance caused. If they part as friends I can see that, but if they wind up as lovers (which will probably happen *sigh*) I'm probably gonna explode. Oh well, I guess I'll get some plastic sheeting to lay down so clean up won't be so hard.

Graydaze August 16, 2020 12:35 am

Is this story dropped, as in by the author or the uploaders. I was really into it but don't what to be that "whiner" demanding uploads etc...just curious as to if they'll be more.

    julpynt August 16, 2020 3:18 am

    The author has confirmed she’s working on a 2nd volume. As for the translators... who knows

Graydaze August 13, 2020 2:30 pm

What if the person who's supposed to be your fated mate isn't the one who holds your heart. I'm still not impressed with snake guy, no matter how much he changes I can't forget how he initially was. I'm still rooting for the wolf prince.

Graydaze July 24, 2020 6:25 pm

Please let this turn into yaoi...just a little, please. I just wanna see a kiss, just a kiss, is that asking for too much. We know they want to, so just let them. Amen.

    Katokabi July 24, 2020 6:45 pm

    Its not like they don’t want to, in recent chapters they draw Jian Yi’s butt, it had to be taken down and censored immediately.

    It’s not the first time but this time Old Xian said, they wanted to draw the boys in water for more chapters but now they weren’t gonna do it and were very upset how they were not able to draw what they want.
    It’s really sad(/TДT)/

    Graydaze July 24, 2020 7:58 pm
    Its not like they don’t want to, in recent chapters they draw Jian Yi’s butt, it had to be taken down and censored immediately. It’s not the first time but this time Old Xian said, they wanted to draw the... Katokabi

    Yeah, I know about the strict censoring they have to deal with. I was just joking as I thought that was the perfect moment for a first "innocent" kiss, but you wouldn't believe the flack it caused. I've been told I was trying to turn this into a "gross" yaoi and then lectured that these guys were much too young for anything like that, lol, like I was trying to instigate sex between grade schoolers. I just wanted/thought it was the perfect time for a quick kiss, not a hard f..k. This is still one of my favorite BL stories, and despite opinions to the contrary, I'm still gonna hope for a kiss.

    Katokabi July 25, 2020 3:07 pm
    Yeah, I know about the strict censoring they have to deal with. I was just joking as I thought that was the perfect moment for a first "innocent" kiss, but you wouldn't believe the flack it caused. I've been to... Graydaze

    No, i totally get it. Like we know they're young but what kind of grade-schooler looks like them? This whole ''they're too young you shouldn't think like that'' thing is weird. They're adult-like looking fictional characters in a BL manhua of course I'm would like to see them kiss. People need to chill out.

    Graydaze July 25, 2020 9:50 pm
    No, i totally get it. Like we know they're young but what kind of grade-schooler looks like them? This whole ''they're too young you shouldn't think like that'' thing is weird. They're adult-like looking fictio... Katokabi

Graydaze July 23, 2020 6:39 am

Thank you so much for the updates and we look forward to hearing from you in the future. I understand that it's hard work to do this and wanted you to know how much it's truly appreciated! Again, thank you.

Graydaze July 22, 2020 5:41 pm

I'm not crazy about the level of rape and abuse in this story, but it doesn't mean I don't respect the author's art and storyline. I've been stating my opinion and it's exactly that, my opinion. I'm definitely going to continue to follow this because I'm truly interested in how this will turn around and I am a fan of the beautiful artwork. I'm sorry, but when I read someone's comment stating that by raping the uke the seme is actually helping him, I can't seem to keep my comments to myself. I'm not telling anyone that this isn't worth the read, bedsides the violence, this may actually have a deeper more interesting storyline.

Graydaze July 22, 2020 7:21 am

Thank you for uploading the mature version, I can only speak for myself but I enjoy the adult version (being one myself) much better than the censored one. , yeah, gonna own it, totally a perv without any shame whatsoever.

Graydaze July 20, 2020 7:30 am

I've read a lot of yaoi where the relationship starts off with either blackmail or rape, usually both. This one however began with one of the most violent rape scenes I've seen to date, and each subsequent encounter was just as bad if not worse with the seme walking away satisfied that he had humiliated and physically hurt his "victim". The only thing lacking was him actually spitting in the ukes face, well I guess he kinda metaphorically did when he left him sprawled over the toilet and said "that felt good" as he walked away without a backward glance at the mess he left him in. I just cannot accept that this is going to turn into a "I love you regardless of how much you've hurt me, because your past trauma justifies the pain and degradation you put me through". I don't care if he's discovered that anal sex can be amazing, that discovery can also be made in less painful and traumatic ways. I've read stories where the rapist repents and love does grow from initial mistakes, it's yaoi, I'm not that naive. If this turns into a forgiveness and I love you no matter how horrid you treated me story, I might actually explode. For once, please let the uke forgive him because he understands the seme is psychologically effed up, but let him walk away.

    raindragon July 20, 2020 7:35 am

    they're lovers. uke's not going to just walk away, and you're looking at the whole story through a lense of hate and dread, but that's not how the story actually is. look closer

    Graydaze July 20, 2020 8:00 am
    they're lovers. uke's not going to just walk away, and you're looking at the whole story through a lense of hate and dread, but that's not how the story actually is. look closer raindragon

    Yeah, just let me grab my rose colored glasses and I'll be right there with you. Its always been my experience that lovers start off by trying wrists together to prevent escape, and then taping your mouth shut so you can't cry out for help. Yeah, they're lovers, how could I have missed that. Oh, and that part where he says he loves to teach "guys like you a lesson" and "I guess I don't have to go easy on you" and then proceeds to ram it painfully in is just another aspect of true love I'm unaware of. Thanks for enlightening me.

    raindragon July 20, 2020 8:03 am
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    looking at the story through a veil of prejudice

    raindragon July 20, 2020 8:08 am
    Yeah, just let me grab my rose colored glasses and I'll be right there with you. Its always been my experience that lovers start off by trying wrists together to prevent escape, and then taping your mouth shut ... Graydaze

    better than a hate-hazed helmet
    -he says, "you know, I really enjoy crushing guys like you." don't misquote.
    -oh, you're welcome.

    Graydaze July 20, 2020 9:17 am
    better than a hate-hazed helmet-he says, "you know, I really enjoy crushing guys like you." don't misquote.-oh, you're welcome. raindragon

    Lol, obviously you, for some reason want the relationship between these two to work out in some fashion or another. Do you realize that the correction you made to my "misquote" was actually worse than what I said. Did you go back and review that chapter and after doing so can actually believe that this is the beginning of a healthy and loving relationship? I am in no way telling you that you have to believe as I do, but I am truly flabbergasted that you can defend the actions of the seme and accuse me of looking at them through a "hate hazed helmet", are you just arguing for the sake of arguing or do you truly believe what you're saying. I think you and I will never come close to agreeing on any point regarding this story, and that's all it is, a story, make believe, cruel as it is it's still just fiction. One does have to wonder though, if you think cruelty in fiction such as this is okay as a prelude to love, what are you willing to accept. Oh and you're welcome as well.

    chic July 20, 2020 10:00 am
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    Me too, that raindragon dude is a rape apologist and doesn't even make sense to back up his own delusion.

    Chimmygirl July 20, 2020 1:07 pm
    they're lovers. uke's not going to just walk away, and you're looking at the whole story through a lense of hate and dread, but that's not how the story actually is. look closer raindragon

    I think not only the seme but you need some help too.

    raindragon July 20, 2020 2:26 pm
    Lol, obviously you, for some reason want the relationship between these two to work out in some fashion or another. Do you realize that the correction you made to my "misquote" was actually worse than what I sa... Graydaze

    No, man, I just thought it was a cool phrase (plus I've read this several times)
    hmm. I like this comment. I actually hate violence. I don't mind rape LOL
    I like the story, art, funny parts, LeeKang's amazing bod, and now we know he's a fabulous cook, that it has baseball ,and that Junho throws a hellofa fastball. (Did you notice the penis in the middle of all that blood. fuck my life. I don't want that to happen!) I hate violence!
    Well, yeah, rape at the beginning makes the love so much more rewarding. LOL Thanks for asking. I love you, too.
    (●'◡'●)ノ

    raindragon July 20, 2020 2:59 pm

    you keep coming back with each new chapter so I think you should give it some more stars, k? please?

    Graydaze July 20, 2020 11:01 pm

    Do you even read what you write, I, like you, will probably follow this story to the end because I've got to to see how the author will turn this into a love/redemption story. I think I see where you're at now, the seme is definitely hot, no doubt, and you want him to be happy because you're feeling those eyes and thighs. But, "rape at the beginning makes the love so much more rewarding", I truly hope you said that just to get a reaction, because if that's how you really feel I predict lots and lots of pain and therapy in your future. For the record, I didn't ask (no clue what you're talking about there) and you can keep your love, I like a little kink like the next guy but you are definitely too far gone for me.

Graydaze July 18, 2020 12:21 pm

This has got to be one of my all time favorites, it's got a little of everything from comedy to romance with a little drama thrown in for good measure. I look forward to the updates as I could read about these two and hope that it never ends. I saw a little debate about the use of condoms, I thought everyone knew that at the onset of a relationship the use of condoms were a "no brainer". I know that as a relationship progresses and you're sure of absolute fidelity (whether it be marriage or commitment of any sort) then condoms may not be as important, but if you're not sure that you're the only one they're having sex with, then sex without out them can be akin to playing russian roulette. Just my opinion.

Graydaze July 13, 2020 7:57 pm

For the update/upload thanks so much, it's truly appreciated!

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