
I liked how they explained the two different aspects, wanting to dominate or be dominated, spoiled or spoiling and the same with pleasure. I used to think that BDSM was all about humiliation and pain, I'll be the first to say I had no idea what I was talking about and admitted it. I like this new aspect (sub/dom as a gender), and I'm really looking forward to where this goes.

This story had a few curves and turns that added up to a disturbingly twisted tale. I really enjoyed how stark the artwork is and how few actual images it took to tell such a good story. I believe his old friend/new lover helps him heal and realize his self worth. (That's definitely how I want it to end....so that's how I'm ending it, lol)

So many stories portray the uke as a weak and pitiful character who needs to be rescued and can barely think for himself. While this guy is only weak because of his small stature, inside he's a prizefighter. I admire him because of all the major "SHIT" he's been through, and even though there were the suicidal ideations for awhile, he did it to protect someone else, he was gonna handle it. I'm not saying he's without his own weaknesses, but it's his inner strength I see that really makes me love his character. Now I guess we'll see how the rest plays out, and if he's strong enough to fiight for and win his own happiness. *fingers crossed*

Such beautiful art and yet such twisted characters. I'd love to sit and talk with the author and see what kind of mind these stories came from. The rape aspect no longer is an issue for me, it's just part of the yaoi world. The parts where "I love you most when I make you cry and fight me" or "I just want to spend the rest of my life squashing your superiority under my foot, I love that you hate me" etc... Now these aren't word for word quotes, but I'm sure you recognize the theme and sentiment here. I have a hard time believing that these, actually repugnant, characters were just created out of thin air for some readers enjoyment. I wonder how much of the authors life experience or hatred(?) of men comes to play when writing these scenarios. Maybe it is just for shock value so you won't be able to get her characters out of your mind, creating ones you love or ones you hate works either way, but I do wonder what kind of mind enjoys cruel stronger characters that totally and cruelly dominate (one way or another) weaker ones. Just my thoughts.

Why purchase a traumatized Omega, one who can't have children and plot to bind them together for life. Is he after the business (since he's a Beta I'm assuming he would be passed over in favor of his Alpha little brother) or is he just fucking with him out of some twisted need because of hate or just because he's a dick. This story might actually have a new somewhat unique storyline, it's definitely got my attention. I'd love to see the raws because yeah, I'm not known for my ability to be patient, but I guess this time I'm just gonna have to wait....shit.

When the teacher was reporting to his superiors about his contact on the inside, ie rabbit, the fact that he so coldly remarked how he was prime to be manipulated, especially since his intelligence level was low as well as his self esteem made me think he would easily use and then throw him away if need be, it made me cringe at how little he thought of using and discarding another human being. I guess if something is going to happen between them, it's gonna take some major introspection and change on the "semes" part. I have my doubts at this point that we're gonna see a love connection happen, maybe sex, but I'm still skeptical. Of course I'd definitely love to be wrong.
For all the hardwork to update/upload the new chapters. Thanks so much!!