So many stories portray the uke as a weak and pitiful character who needs to be rescued and can barely think for himself. While this guy is only weak because of his small stature, inside he's a prizefighter. I admire him because of all the major "SHIT" he's been through, and even though there were the suicidal ideations for awhile, he did it to protect someone else, he was gonna handle it. I'm not saying he's without his own weaknesses, but it's his inner strength I see that really makes me love his character. Now I guess we'll see how the rest plays out, and if he's strong enough to fiight for and win his own happiness. *fingers crossed*
Such beautiful art and yet such twisted characters. I'd love to sit and talk with the author and see what kind of mind these stories came from. The rape aspect no longer is an issue for me, it's just part of the yaoi world. The parts where "I love you most when I make you cry and fight me" or "I just want to spend the rest of my life squashing your superiority under my foot, I love that you hate me" etc... Now these aren't word for word quotes, but I'm sure you recognize the theme and sentiment here. I have a hard time believing that these, actually repugnant, characters were just created out of thin air for some readers enjoyment. I wonder how much of the authors life experience or hatred(?) of men comes to play when writing these scenarios. Maybe it is just for shock value so you won't be able to get her characters out of your mind, creating ones you love or ones you hate works either way, but I do wonder what kind of mind enjoys cruel stronger characters that totally and cruelly dominate (one way or another) weaker ones. Just my thoughts.
Why purchase a traumatized Omega, one who can't have children and plot to bind them together for life. Is he after the business (since he's a Beta I'm assuming he would be passed over in favor of his Alpha little brother) or is he just fucking with him out of some twisted need because of hate or just because he's a dick. This story might actually have a new somewhat unique storyline, it's definitely got my attention. I'd love to see the raws because yeah, I'm not known for my ability to be patient, but I guess this time I'm just gonna have to wait....shit.
When the teacher was reporting to his superiors about his contact on the inside, ie rabbit, the fact that he so coldly remarked how he was prime to be manipulated, especially since his intelligence level was low as well as his self esteem made me think he would easily use and then throw him away if need be, it made me cringe at how little he thought of using and discarding another human being. I guess if something is going to happen between them, it's gonna take some major introspection and change on the "semes" part. I have my doubts at this point that we're gonna see a love connection happen, maybe sex, but I'm still skeptical. Of course I'd definitely love to be wrong.
I know that it's going to end up with the seme (you know the cruel rapist/blackmailer) having a horrible tear jerking past that will cause us all to feel for him. Don't get me wrong, this isn't a rant against rape, I'm a yaoi lover and I know it's just a part of how they write their stories. My issue is that this was one of the most cruel, painful and degrading rape scenes I've seen in a while, and even though it may have awoken our uke to the pleasure of anal sex, I just can't see the forgiveness moving onward to love happening. If he decides that being a bottom is for him, that's cool, but how can you move past "you're just a hole I used to get off, you're nothing to me", not word for word I know but it's basically the gist of what he said. I don't know what the seme could ever do or say to make up for the humiliation, not to mention the mental anguish his arrogant self importance caused. If they part as friends I can see that, but if they wind up as lovers (which will probably happen *sigh*) I'm probably gonna explode. Oh well, I guess I'll get some plastic sheeting to lay down so clean up won't be so hard.
Please let this turn into yaoi...just a little, please. I just wanna see a kiss, just a kiss, is that asking for too much. We know they want to, so just let them. Amen.
Its not like they don’t want to, in recent chapters they draw Jian Yi’s butt, it had to be taken down and censored immediately.
It’s not the first time but this time Old Xian said, they wanted to draw the boys in water for more chapters but now they weren’t gonna do it and were very upset how they were not able to draw what they want.
It’s really sad(/TДT)/
Yeah, I know about the strict censoring they have to deal with. I was just joking as I thought that was the perfect moment for a first "innocent" kiss, but you wouldn't believe the flack it caused. I've been told I was trying to turn this into a "gross" yaoi and then lectured that these guys were much too young for anything like that, lol, like I was trying to instigate sex between grade schoolers. I just wanted/thought it was the perfect time for a quick kiss, not a hard f..k. This is still one of my favorite BL stories, and despite opinions to the contrary, I'm still gonna hope for a kiss.
No, i totally get it. Like we know they're young but what kind of grade-schooler looks like them? This whole ''they're too young you shouldn't think like that'' thing is weird. They're adult-like looking fictional characters in a BL manhua of course I'm would like to see them kiss. People need to chill out.
This story had a few curves and turns that added up to a disturbingly twisted tale. I really enjoyed how stark the artwork is and how few actual images it took to tell such a good story. I believe his old friend/new lover helps him heal and realize his self worth. (That's definitely how I want it to end....so that's how I'm ending it, lol)