
I know this is not a favorite among many who read it, but at this point I've got to know how it ends. This has so many varied and messed up plots and sub plots that before I knew it, despite how effed up it is, I was drawn into the lives and backgrounds of so many of the characters. I'm not sure how many of them can be redeemed, but I'd definitely like, no I need, to see where this goes. Thank you so much for the updates and hope they can continue.

Okay, I just read the note the uploader received about the meme, so folks are gonna start complaining about the memes too. I totally understand the readers who hate the rape scenes, that's a valid reason, even though I'm kinda desensitized to it (in yaoi only), I understand their feelings. Now this person is waaay too sensitive and kinda acting entitled while passive aggressively suggesting it be taken down, because it's wrong to sexualize a fricken yaoi character who'd been drugged, a drawn character, in yaoi, being sexualized....dear lord what's next, take out the sex altogether because it's showing rectal insensitivity and not showing enough respect towards a penis (although I think it's showing ultimate respect, giving it up to the dick, lol). I think there's enough to comment on when it comes to these sensitive scenes like the on we just read, but harassing the uploader over a meme, is well kinda taking it too far, just my opinion.

I'm really sorry to hear about what must have been a horrifying ordeal, I can only imagine. So yeah, I get why rape scenes would be anathema for you, but a spongebob meme licking a seme, drugged or not, who isn't raping anyone and isn't part of the story, how could that be so offensive as to set you off, I don't get that. Now the storyline yeah, but the meme afterwards, no I'm sorry I don't, and I think it's ridiculous to ask the uploader to take it down. I am sincere with my sentiment about realizing what you must have gone through, but if a spongebob meme still sets you off, perhaps yaoi, known for it's explicit rape scenes isn't for you.

He remembered/realized what he had done and after reflecting on it basically begged for forgiveness. He had an excuse (sort of), the drugs, but didn't even try to use it. He said "I forced myself on you", now how many of them do that. He cried because that's how terrible he felt, and when he begged him not to leave it wasn't selfish, it was desperate, desperation born from the reality that if he were to leave you couldn't argue against it. He was desperate because he's in love, all the way. If you're reading this and you've ever been in love and faced the possibility of losing that love because of something you'd done, you know what I mean, you'll desperately try to repair it, keep it alive.
I've been hoping someone would finish this for some time now; I totally understand about computer issues and you have my sympathy. I hope you'll continue once you get everything in order, I really want to see how this plays out.