
i loved how there was no rush on the bed scenes and it just came very naturally, it wasnt like other bls where you get to chapter 2 and the bed scene is already happening. I love that the author let them take their time. I also love how highly the two main characters think of each other. They're so cute, my heart can't take it ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Coming from a reader who has read the novel i can proudly say this is a very good story. The female lead suffers from the continuous loop on her life. And every life she tries something different just so she could escape the pain. The latest update on the novel doesn't exactly state why Ilya kept repeating her life. But it did say that or atleast from what i understood it seems that she kept being transported to another parallel universe with the same circumstances that her fiance would be in love with her little sister. So many things happened and she met crow which i think is her love interest or atleast I HOPE WOULD BE HER LOVE INTEREST. Crow is someone who I REALLYYY LOVEEEE IN THE STORY. Honestly it is SO WORTH IT that after seeing Ilya be miserable she would have a short sweet moment with crow. I really like ilya's character and there are a lot of secrets in the story that i really wanted to know. I love crow so much. Honestly, they deserve each other so much. Don't expect anything from her family, they are all trash. But i do have mixed feelings about Silvia since it was shown in the novel how she really loves her sister and cares for her but that love was not enough to let Ilya be happy. So i guess she's also a bitch. Right now, in the novel ilya and crow was reunited and it was a very sweet moment where crow really crossed different dimensions just so he could find his "princess" AAAAAAAA CROW I LOVE HIM SO MUCCHH.
The novel has made me cry so much but i really recommend it. Give it a chance. This is one of my favorite stories and the only downside is that you never know when the author will update. Sometimes it takes month and you really have to have the patience

Im finding a manga about a girl who became the god's bride.
ps. its not yaoi.

What you might be looking for - "Bride of the Water God" - a Korean Manhwa
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_bride_of_the_water_god/
I hope this helps. :)

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/black_bird/ Was it this one?

Based on your description, could it be this one?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kami_sama_x_ore_sama_x_danna_sama/
What the hell is this i just read. This is the perfect level of angst and suffering that makes my heart drop a thousand feet. If you don't really enjoy those things as much as I do then this manhwa is probably not for you ಥ‿ಥ and i dont usually comment in these things but damn...
I really like how they showed us everything from before the reincarnation rather than just dropping a very brief description of what happened. It makes me understand what truly happened and therefore, I'm able to sympathize with the characters because they showed both POV (〒﹏〒)