
Look at his reaction to Namwoo's simple question about whether he enjoyed it or not. I've been in casual sexual relationships. That kind of question is not a signal of any kind of yearning for deep emotional connection, long-term relationship, anything more complicated than simply one sexual partner ensuring the other is having a good time 'cause that's what they're there to do. But Si-eon acted like the man was an alien from another planet with strange cultural customs that, for the life of him, he couldn't figure out.
This is not a BDSM thing. (I am TIRED of folks ascribing dysfunctionality to BDSM relationships. Stop it. Get some help.) Si-eon acts as if he is allergic to reciprocity in any form no matter how basic. Something is terribly, terribly wrong here and I need to find out what it is pronto. Namwoo is absolutely right in observing that Si-eon pretends as if the way he conducts his relationship is about pleasing Namwoo, but it's really all about his own trauma/neurosis, whatever it is. It isn't about Namwoo at all.
2021-06-05 14:56 marked
I cannot wait for us to get to the bottom of things (ha ha)