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It's so devastating that person that was assaulted has to feel disgusting and like they done something bad when it's actually all on a person that assaulted them. Ruby didn't ask to be kissed by him amd she didn't even want it(obviously) but she still feels like she is dorty and unloyal(I think) when it's that disgusting piece of shit that is probably not even bothered. I really wish he dies in the most painful way