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I read few chapters already and I feel a little bit confused.
The story make me feel weird - kinda nostalgic, actually (I have no idea why).
The flow is quite slow, but not slow(?), it just feels for me kinda specific, can anyone explain to me what exactly is going on?
I kinda like the story, but I don't think I'm able to bear with the minimum communication between main leads. It's not that I dislike it, but it makes me feel so distant, like I know they got married because of some reasons, but I can't get used to the way they are around each other.
I think I'm used to more expressions from the characters and here it's really hard to get throught to their heads, if that makes sense. >.<
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I would like to really like the story, but even though I know it took her all her life to reconstruct everything it feels a bit too much...
I mean, who shows everything to a husband met like two days ago? I wouldn't trust him so soon! He's good and we know this, but if I had been the MC, I would have made everything like it's her father doing and keep myself in the shadow since it's too risky.
And one more thing, I just can''t get over the way he constantly takes her to bed. I mean, I get it - they got married but like wtf, I thought they would form ANY kind of relatonship before bed, they like literally knew each other for a few minutes, then BOOM - ceremony next day and to bed. I thought they would get to know each other more.
It just feels like the main plot is something completly different, so author made first 3 chapters in a fast pace to show how they got married, trust each other and how the technology there is far greater so that he can to the story where the-trustworthy-loyal-to-each-other-happy-married couple and their group try to fight off everyone bad. xD
I do like the story and I will keep reading out of curiosity but I have a weird feeling about this. xd
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Am I the only one feeling awkward seeing Clark all blushy with Alex during their last s** scene? xD
I don;t feel like it suits him very much, in my opinion.
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It's also kinda because they cut off the explicit scenes,so we don't see it in detail and that may have contribute to why it's a bit confusing, cuz he was always stoic in all previous chapters,in his characters or whether in bed, so it was totally out of character,it just came out of nowhere, which didn't make sense at all.
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I guess from my point of view, Alex playing rough yet gentle at the same time, and it kinda make Clark caught of guard. And from what we've seen all this time, Clark have been dominant over Alex (sex, interview, etc). Yet, in chapter 42 very suddenly, Alex makes Clark submit to him. Its unusual but not that surprising since Alex have been holding his anger and frustation towards Clark. He is a killer afterall and in love with him.
And my guess he doesnt feel the same way towards Alex at all, he's only interested by his killing motives not the person itself. If he develop the same feelings, why he still keep looking at the doctor? For someone who's very much apathetic like Clark, maintaining relationship in such a long time to someone he does care is hard. He still care for him, and it shows bluntly.
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I'm almost sure, but I have to confirm. We heard that Hyun was with them both - I mean sleeping with them both, but there is something weird for me. We never really saw a s*x scene between Alek and Hyun. Is that because author didn't want to show us this since Hyun ends up with Ivan?
I was sure Hyun slept with Alek, but after all those chapters I started thinking that maybe he didn't? It confused me after I read 54 chapters at once. xD Help?
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I'm sorry but why some people thought Sunny was a virgin?
I thought it was obvious that he was in a relationship - not in elementary school, but UNIVERSITY. It wasn't necessary for them to have s*x, but giving the way his ex seems and the fact that they were "going out" for probably quite some time, it was pretty obvious.
Plus, during their first time, he seemed completly relaxed. It's not a rule that every virgin should cry and be very self-conscious about it, but the way Sunny was during their first time was adult like - experienced, sweet and just normal.
I get it if some people are disappointed, but I think we could see it coming. xD
It's everyone's choice from now on to read or not. Personally I am a young adult, so it seems normal to have a partner with past relationships and I don't really find it disappointing - I like the story and want to know more about characters, so I don't mind their first times. At the end of the day, thery are together, right? (=・ω・=)
Also, sorry for my english, it's not my first language.
I was so freaking anxious this whole time...
At least the prince's face when she - the bibliophile - returned A BOOK given by him was priceless. <3