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Nakyum looked pretty miserable finally caving into Seungho's will. It's like he's embodying Inhun's words: if I'm a prostitute then let me fall into that role fully. But also, he might finally be using his body to persuade Seungho, he might have finally gained some power in a twisted sense.
I still think no one really understands Seungho's character in this comment section. Do people really think he was empathizing with Nakyum's feelings? He was interrogating Nakyum in the middle of sex about Inhun and seemed more caught up on that than anything. I want to believe he sympathized with Nakyum but.....how realistic is that really? The whole time his mind couldn't forget why Nakyum was begrudgingly asking for sex.
Seungho KNOWS he's being used. He is spiraling too but not because he gives a shit about Nakyum's pain. No, It's because his hold over Nakyum is slipping again but in a much worst way. His selfish obsession and violent actions will never make Nakyum truly love him and I think he's finally coming to terms with that.
Seungho, who is used to having anyone he wants is losing to someone he sees as inferior. He's losing to Nakyum's unhealthy attachment to Inhun and that has to sting. He doesn't stop to think: 'Ah, Nakyum doesn't love me because I'm a horrible person.' That doesn't even cross his mind. He moreso seems to be upset over seeing the extent of Nakyum's love for Inhun. He can see that Nakyum doesn't really want it even if he says he does, he can see the pain and sorrow on his face (the art is really good at depicting Nakyum's torn expression omg) and Seungho's upset it's not meant for him, not because he's sad for Nakyum's broken heart.
Seungho wants his cake and he wants to eat it too, he wants to brutalize and control Nakyum but he also wants Nakyum's full devotion like Inhun has. Nakyum is breaking the illusion of love that Seungho has created in his head by being straight forward and honest:
I never liked you raping me, touching me, but now I have no other choice but to run to your comfort. Even though it kills me.
I think that's why they're both miserable, they both can't have what they really want. It really might be going the tragic route as I suspected but who knows? I don't care, I just love the angst. Fuck having them fall into some type of fluffy out-of-character romance. I want more of this stuff, this is how a toxic relationship would be, this is what you get when two broken people collide with each other. It hurts good, my scorpio ass is fucking living but also sad as shit.
Saying Seungho was only sympathizing with Nakyum's pain is making his character so static. I do think there is a possibility that he might feel something for his pain but it's much more likely that he is miserable for his own inner turmoil. If he truly cared or sympathized with Nakyum he would not even have had sex with Nakyum, he fucked Nakyum to try to keep his hold on him because it's one of the only ways he can leave his mark. Someone who truly cares would've consoled Nakyum, Seungho ain't that dude.
Anyway, I'm happy Seungho is suffering, serves him right.
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I love Seungho's lack of expression when Nakyum kissed him at first. Beon is too good at drawing the aloof sociopath face lol
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Nakyum looked pretty miserable finally caving into Seungho's will. It's like he's embodying Inhun's words: if I'm a prostitute then let me fall into that role fully. But also, he might finally be using his body to persuade Seungho, he might have finally gained some power in a twisted sense.
I still think no one really understands Seungho's character in this comment section. Do people really think he was empathizing with Nakyum's feelings? He was interrogating Nakyum in the middle of sex about Inhun and seemed more caught up on that than anything. I want to believe he sympathized with Nakyum but.....how realistic is that really? The whole time his mind couldn't forget why Nakyum was begrudgingly asking for sex.
Seungho KNOWS he's being used. He is spiraling too but not because he gives a shit about Nakyum's pain. No, It's because his hold over Nakyum is slipping again but in a much worst way. His selfish obsession and violent actions will never make Nakyum truly love him and I think he's finally coming to terms with that.
Seungho, who is used to having anyone he wants is losing to someone he sees as inferior. He's losing to Nakyum's unhealthy attachment to Inhun and that has to sting. He doesn't stop to think: 'Ah, Nakyum doesn't love me because I'm a horrible person.' That doesn't even cross his mind. He moreso seems to be upset over seeing the extent of Nakyum's love for Inhun. He can see that Nakyum doesn't really want it even if he says he does, he can see the pain and sorrow on his face (the art is really good at depicting Nakyum's torn expression omg) and Seungho's upset it's not meant for him, not because he's sad for Nakyum's broken heart.
Seungho wants his cake and he wants to eat it too, he wants to brutalize and control Nakyum but he also wants Nakyum's full devotion like Inhun has. Nakyum is breaking the illusion of love that Seungho has created in his head by being straight forward and honest:
I never liked you raping me, touching me, but now I have no other choice but to run to your comfort. Even though it kills me.
I think that's why they're both miserable, they both can't have what they really want. It really might be going the tragic route as I suspected but who knows? I don't care, I just love the angst. Fuck having them fall into some type of fluffy out-of-character romance. I want more of this stuff, this is how a toxic relationship would be, this is what you get when two broken people collide with each other. It hurts good, my scorpio ass is fucking living but also sad as shit.
Saying Seungho was only sympathizing with Nakyum's pain is making his character so static. I do think there is a possibility that he might feel something for his pain but it's much more likely that he is miserable for his own inner turmoil. If he truly cared or sympathized with Nakyum he would not even have had sex with Nakyum, he fucked Nakyum to try to keep his hold on him because it's one of the only ways he can leave his mark. Someone who truly cares would've consoled Nakyum, Seungho ain't that dude.
Anyway, I'm happy Seungho is suffering, serves him right.
P.S.
I love Seungho's lack of expression when Nakyum kissed him at first. Beon is too good at drawing the aloof sociopath face lol
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Their past lives broke my heart. Seriously. Maybe it's just me, but maybe the way they act right now, especially sunbae, was because of what happened in the past. I don't know how to explain it well and I can't read korean, but that's just how it looks to me lol.
Still, a lot sunbae's action made me shook my head. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
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Their past lives broke my heart. Seriously. Maybe it's just me, but maybe the way they act right now, especially sunbae, was because of what happened in the past. I don't know how to explain it well and I can't read korean, but that's just how it looks to me lol.
Still, a lot sunbae's action made me shook my head. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
2019-12-10 01:36 marked
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he's crying because he doesn't want to admit that he wants dojins D, calm down folks. If you lived your whole life thinking you were one thing but turned out you were something else entirely, you're going to have some major psychological problems too. accepting it will be hard. hyesung has some major ego issues. he's selfish and stupid. Hyesung is still struggling to accept that his ass wants dojins d. dont hate him for doing his character right. an abrupt change outa nowhere making him cling and love dojin like an excited puppy seeing their owner come home, would ruin this flow completely and that would suck even more. the author is obviously developing hyesung slowly. i much prefer that over an abrupt change.
he's crying because he doesn't want to admit that he wants dojins D, calm down folks. If you lived your whole life thinking you were one thing but turned out you were something else entirely, you're going to have some major psychological problems too. accepting it will be hard. hyesung has some major ego issues. he's selfish and stupid. Hyesung is still struggling to accept that his ass wants dojins d. dont hate him for doing his character right. an abrupt change outa nowhere making him cling and love dojin like an excited puppy seeing their owner come home, would ruin this flow completely and that would suck even more. the author is obviously developing hyesung slowly. i much prefer that over an abrupt change.
2019-10-23 06:56 marked
Imagine this, you thought you were an alpha for the longest time, had an asshole father and a terrible upbringing, then find out you're an omega and crave to have it up your ass when you're out of it and can't remember it or really consent to it, don't know what real love is or how to react to it etc. Stop hating on him! His development is slow but it's there, he's just been through a lot of shit and is realisticly written. Give him a break.
2019-10-16 06:25 marked
is the story perfect? no... do i feel bad for anyone?nope.
the uke has trash taste in men & way too naive
th seme is an ass but at least he's self-aware
the teacher i an egotistical shit with holier than thou attitude
and the red haired dude should just say FUCK YOU & move away instead of acting like a jealous bitch & losing his self respect
the uke has trash taste in men & way too naive
th seme is an ass but at least he's self-aware
the teacher i an egotistical shit with holier than thou attitude
and the red haired dude should just say FUCK YOU & move away instead of acting like a jealous bitch & losing his self respect
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super cute vacation along with the family and friends! loool hyesung got tan lines from too much swimming, dojin was bummed the whole day because he wants honeymoon. so the night he ravished hyesung relentlessly lmaooo. he was rlly turned on by the tan lines and i agree it was hot (≧∀≦) and byul is really cuuuuuuute!
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super cute vacation along with the family and friends! loool hyesung got tan lines from too much swimming, dojin was bummed the whole day because he wants honeymoon. so the night he ravished hyesung relentlessly lmaooo. he was rlly turned on by the tan lines and i agree it was hot (≧∀≦) and byul is really cuuuuuuute!
2019-09-12 13:32 marked
Hai guys, I was so impatient so i bought the chapters already! here ya'll go, enjoy yourselves :)
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1--Gxa0bzQlGSLwzuEnlSsFLIJ-q_T0fq
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1--Gxa0bzQlGSLwzuEnlSsFLIJ-q_T0fq
2019-09-03 18:42 marked
oh wow, was finishing the chapter and i was just gonna say how grateful i am that this uploader uploads such amazing quality chapters at such a good speed ... and then i read the final notice. i’m really upset that due to ungrateful, rude, entitled people, 1) the uploaders who work so hard for us feel bad and 2) those who haven’t done anything have to suffer. i completely understand and respect the uploader’s decision, and want to thank them immensely for all of the updates on all of the stories so far. hopefully someone else can pick these stories up, and people can learn how to behave.
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