I have some people I know who are really commited, into lgbt community.
These friends are very open-minded but they can't understand sometimes when I say that I dont want my sexuality to become a symbol of justice, or to scream everywhere that I'm lesbian. They tell me I'm afraid, but they can't understand that it's just about privacy.
Today, I feel like it's like people are always more pushy.
I understand the fact that people want to show that sexuality is not a taboo, that we can love who we want, but I feel judged when my friends ask me if I posted a picture of me in the #Lgbt something and I say no.
It's like I was hiding or betraying them, but I just want to live my life, and I don't wake up the morning with the need to say "I'm lesbian" I just fall in love with women, is that so important ?
Hetero people don't scream "I'm Hetero" everywhere, this is not the second thing they put in their description in social media. Why should I do that ? Am I supposed to define myself by my sexuality, having "I'm lesbian" written in my head.
I don't know, sometimes I would like people to understand that sexuality isn't the same for everyone. For some people, it means a lot, but for me it's just a matter of my private life, and I would like people to understand that I'm no different from everyone else. I meet someone I fall in love, and that's it. Why expose my life to everyone, they don't do, why should I ? It's not because I like women that I'm a special person. I wouldn't like either people to know all about ou private life if I was hétéro. This is my personality to keep my personal life for mysemf. But I'm not hetero, so for my friends, I'm a coward who doesn't contribute to help lgbt comlunity To be accepted.
I dont feel the need to expose my sexuality everywhere, this is a choice, and I find it quite ironical that people who are the most annoying for me these days are hetero friends totally screaming for every lgbt event, when me the only lesbian of the group, I am judged because I don't want to show my life to everyone.
Sorry for this terrible long message, I'm just a bit upset. Sorry.
These friends are very open-minded but they can't understand sometimes when I say that I dont want my sexuality to become a symbol of justice, or to scream everywhere that I'm lesbian. They tell me I'm afraid, but they can't understand that it's just about privacy.
Today, I feel like it's like people are always more pushy.
I understand the fact that people want to show that sexuality is not a taboo, that we can love who we want, but I feel judged when my friends ask me if I posted a picture of me in the #Lgbt something and I say no.
It's like I was hiding or betraying them, but I just want to live my life, and I don't wake up the morning with the need to say "I'm lesbian" I just fall in love with women, is that so important ?
Hetero people don't scream "I'm Hetero" everywhere, this is not the second thing they put in their description in social media. Why should I do that ? Am I supposed to define myself by my sexuality, having "I'm lesbian" written in my head.
I don't know, sometimes I would like people to understand that sexuality isn't the same for everyone. For some people, it means a lot, but for me it's just a matter of my private life, and I would like people to understand that I'm no different from everyone else. I meet someone I fall in love, and that's it. Why expose my life to everyone, they don't do, why should I ? It's not because I like women that I'm a special person. I wouldn't like either people to know all about ou private life if I was hétéro. This is my personality to keep my personal life for mysemf. But I'm not hetero, so for my friends, I'm a coward who doesn't contribute to help lgbt comlunity To be accepted.
I dont feel the need to expose my sexuality everywhere, this is a choice, and I find it quite ironical that people who are the most annoying for me these days are hetero friends totally screaming for every lgbt event, when me the only lesbian of the group, I am judged because I don't want to show my life to everyone.
Sorry for this terrible long message, I'm just a bit upset. Sorry.
2021-04-29 09:42 marked
Sometimes I'm a bit tired of extreme people in the lgbt community.