It hurts, And I know that feeling too well. I remember watching a series and one of the characters says "Maybe it's your kindness that hurts them" we dont want to blame them, really. For being so kind to us. But sometimes it hurts more knowing He's just kind.
FUUUUUCK!! MARUPOK KAAAA NAKYUM, BAT KA NAG MANA SAKIIIIIIN! POTAAAA