So I finally understand why this manga feels empty to me.
You see this manga trying to be hmm deep(?)
Speaking about women issues and stuff, however, it treats Zed like a typical mail lead , he likes the female lead cause she is the female lead.
Before you list all of Estelle's admirable qualities I am not saying she is not deserving of love or anything ( if you can actually deserve someone's love?) what I mean is the Zed is supposed to be in a way the best guy out there and he kinda is? Like he is handsome, nice, honorable, rich, good friend, and not a misogynistic ashole etc.
But why would like Estelle? Or why would he remaining Estelle, like if he was enamored because of her beauty at first and then by getting to know her love her Ok.
But she is always lying to him, never really trusting him, and also acting as if she is protecting him by keeping him in the dark.
So he has no agency, he is an accessory in the story nothing else.
This is the way the story treating him, so it feels as if Estelle is doing so to.( 1/2)
Lister is what an abuser is like, doing awful and disgusting things but their family keep protecting them.
I hate him so much.
No, Shingun did not failed as a brother in fact he was the best brother, But he was not an adult only a child so he could only do so much.
Their parents and society failed them.
All this to say do not carry weight that is not yours to bear, we want to believe in a very child like way that we can change certain things about the life of people we love and we take on responsibilities that are not ours and then we blame ourselves when the outcome obviously turns out bad.
Idk why but Jake was really sexy at the beginning of the chapter when he took charge of everything.
About Green he makes me sick and It is not because of the drug addiction, is because he is attracted to Shin and people seemed to forget that, even if he got better about the drugs he is still infatuated with shin.
So bye bye.
This guy says we are walking parallel to each other, like my guy you crazy she works for your mom and has to be walking in pens and needles around you both because you kept obsessing with her.
Every time you show interest in her you make her life more miserable.
Also you have no backbone!Grow Up!
