Hi, it's been a long road until here. I got to know yaoi through virtual friends back in 2014. But it wasn't love at first sight, I only started reading it in 2015 and in 2016 I became a hardcore fujoshi. Yaoi provided me a lot of good things. I learned and improved my English. I felt horny for the first time and this lead me to new discoveries. When everything was shit and I was frustrated, tired and sad, yaoi calmed me down and made me smile. It became a "friend" during my depression episode. Because of yaoi I met a lot of nice people virtually. But... It also privated me from a lot of experiences. I stopped caring about my real life friends. I replaced my love life with the joy the yaoi couples would give me. I became addicted to porn (mostly hentai and anal sex) and it made me feel miserable. I sold my soul to uke whores and lovely-fuck-them-hard semes (who doesn't like a caring man with vigor?). But what really annoys me is: I gave up on exploring the world around me. Through some reflection I came to my senses and I realized I don't read books anymore; I don't watch TV shows; I don't watch movies; I hate going out and I'm socially weird; I mean, I basically don't like anything else but mangas, mainly yaoi and smut, so it's difficult to hold a conversation... Of course yaoi/hentai is not the only factor to blame, but I grown tired of it. I decided I want to become a better person and I don't want to take this old side of me together in this new journey. It's time to say goobye, this time for real. For a good closure I want to share my gems:

1. The first yaoi I liked: Love Stage!!
I love how they overcame their gender issues just to be together and how the uke is respected by the seme.

2. The best romantic plot: Akai Ito No Shikkou Yuuyo
There's no such a thing as a soulmate. Instead, there are choices.You can choose to stay or you can choose to leave. Choosing to stay by someone's side even though they are not perfect is what means true love.

3. The best couple ever: Sign <3
I just LOVE their relationship, it's just so healthy *-*

4. It got me crying and horny: Ten Count
I mean, they heal each other along the story. But they also fuck (literally) each other with will.

5. The greatest shounen ai plot ever: NO. 6
It got me crying but it's amazing. Seriously, you should read it, it's perfect :'D

6. Best omegaverse: Megumi to Tsugumi
I also have high hopes for Koishite Kissshite Kanjaitai, but I won't be reading it... Could you do it for me?

7. Masturbation material: Bero Bero Yuru Yuru Tanoshii Sex and Nanidameshi
The Bero Bero one has the best dp I've ever seen. Nanidameshi is rape, but I still think it's hot LOL. Also, there's an artist called Magenta Rose that makes great gifs. The Danzi Engine collection of gifs too, hmmmm....!

8: NEVER FUCKING READ: Nii-chan and The Orc Bride
I. Mean. It. This shit is cursed.

9. Hetero shit that I really love and want to share: My Special Squishy Someone
I read it twice and cried twice too. I don't know how to explain it but it's a hentai with emotions. For a better reading, listen to My Only One by Sebastián Yatra while on it.

Thank you, Yaoi, for all the time you somehow supported me. Also, live a nice life everyone. Please, wish me good luck in this new journey since I really want to change. Shit, I'll kind miss it hahaha but now it's over and I want to try new things!

Goodbye.
2020-10-10 07:43 marked