Left this to marinate since it had like 20 chapters or so... (more like I dropped it lmao)

I have to say that this has gone way better than I thought. LIKE??? I thought this is just another silly smutty plotless story but damn? better storyline than most bls these days I must say.

And heck I was right abt Vercion, knew that guy is gonna be a sicko when I first read this. But Ig hes useful for the time being. Its like going to a gathering as an introvert and only knows one person that happens to be the person u hate the most.

The king is so cute tho ugh. The way I rolled around kicking my feet whenever hes being sweet rather than seeing the sex scenes w a straight face. (even skipped some of them lmao)

The other characters are great too, the side couple risa and karl was unexpected for me lmao. Usually I dont really like side couples in manhwa (simply bcus their dynamic is different from my preferences considering side couples r usually the opposite of the main couple) but I find them cute. Although I still cant see them as a couple (I KNOW THEY SUCK AND RUB DICKS W EO BUT ONG I SEE THEM AS BROTHERS AS IN BROS IDEK WHY) I still like their interactions, theyre so cute.

And as for the storyplot, Im really intrigued how this is going to turn out. Right now, I can only speculate two endings (w lots of versions)

1. Sunwoo being exposed
- hes going to be executed

- he just somehow gets back to his world :
>> the other characters would be reincarnated
>> it would really end just like that
>> sunwoo and the king met and the end

- everyone just forgives him
>> and lives happily ever after
>> turns out hes an actual god
>> continues being their 'god'

- runs away
>> w the king
>> or just anyone
>> if its vercion im jumping

2. Sunwoo turning out to be an actual god

3. Sunwoo dying

4. Goes back to his world after achieving peace or wtv
>> the other characters reincarnated in his world
>> somehow finds a way to return back

and many more lmao Im yapping, Im just too excited reading this
2024-05-29 21:34 marked
can anyone tell me where can i read the novel and at what chapter should i start to continue.
2024-05-29 10:33 marked
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2024-05-29 09:00 marked
i am so normal about them *bangs my head on the wall* *tears off my shirt with bare hands* *chewing my phone* *electrocutes myself with electrical wire*
2024-05-26 16:59 marked
Is there any other novels/manga/manhwa/manhua that’s similar to this or a bl historical cultivation?
2024-05-25 23:15 marked
This whole story just reminds me of my fair lady. I know it’s slightly different since she’s a “sister”, but still can’t help but notice the parallel between both.
2024-05-25 12:40 marked
I suggest you read the novel in moonlightnovel. ch 32 webtoon = ch 31 novel. It's translated until ch 137 and still ongoing to be translated. The novel has already ended. From what I read in spoiler forums, its the reconciliation arc(?) that's still missing so not sure.

So, since I can't wait for the chapters I read the novel in 1 sitting. But this is entirely a different kind of novel. The POVs changes from the ML and FL. And the author was really great in expressing what each of them really felt. And since you can read both POVs, it's hard to not be bias or be sympathetic. It's like you know what's happening and you just can't stop the frustrations you're feeling since the ML is this, while the FL is that.

I will say major spoilers until later half of the story. So warning.

So, during the time when amnesia arc, it was due to black magic. And this black magic prevents him to piece together Yve and Yvonne as one. He will have a very bad headache whenever he just thinks of his past. Like really bad, deathly bad. Now, it shouldn't happen since he have purification powers, but as it turns out there are 2 powers inside the ML. The light and dark (black magic) powers. As to why he have 2, i dunno (maybe it was in the not translated part/or loophole).

So, ML can't forgive himself to feel something to this Yve when he have Yvonne. And everytime he compares the 2, he will have that headache which added to the annoyance of the ML. Also, since the black magic was performed under the spell of the B*tch(she used her blood and mana), it allowed her words to "sound" believable to the ML. Like, framing Yve using black magic, or that Yve is a spy/lover from Benjamin, etc. And since we know about the contract bet themL, they've never gotten intimate. No kissing, no love making, not even his skin(using gloves) touched her when escorting that B*. But these things/act, aren't easily discovered so Yve thought it was true. Then B* decided to act preggy since as per contract, she will find traces of Yvonne in Ferdinand. And there is this Divine tree in Ferdinand where preggy Ferdinand relatives go to ask for blessings. This is to find Yvonne's trail.

Then FL found out she's preggy, she confronted ML to decide what to do... And these is after ch 32, ML wanted FL to escort the B* during their engagement ceremony 4 days later cause B* is pregnant! The shock made her decided to fake her death with the help from Benjamin. Still, during these times, ML kept denying his attraction/interest with FL. He kept saying dirty, cheap all sorts of trash words you can never say to the person you love. Cause he kept seeing FL with Benjamin, thinking they're dating/together as manipulated by the B*.

Then on the night before engagement, FL tried to confront ML again. She decided to escort ML on the night before the engagement to say her "goodbyes".

****
As he was sleeping, he no longer stared at me or got angry. He also didn't look at me with loving eyes, nor did he whisper with his sweet voice.
Suddenly, my heart ached as I started to cry....
"Why are you crying?"
"It's nothing"
"Are you not feeling well yet?"
"No, I'm fine now." I was happy with his worries. Then, his expression seemed to be strangely distorted, and venomous words came out.
"If you want to cry, go out and cry, Because I don't want to hear it."
.....
"I don't want to be Your Majesty's mistress."
"Who, you?" He laughed at me.
"Miss Katarina has your child. Don't you love her?"
"I do."
"So what about me?"
"You are nothin to me."
"Why are you doing this with a woman who is nothing?."
"Whatever"
"What if I have your majesty's child?"
"It's not going to happen."
"You don't know that. It can be possible."
"If that really happens, I will rip the seed that I sowed with my own hands."
****
Next day, assassins suddenly crashed the engagement ceremony at the start. Chaos ensued, then as the target was the B*, she got protected by Yve and was the one who got slashed on her behalf.
ML was still in his room still preparing, but his mind kept on thinking about Yve, her appearance, her tenacity, her everything. It seems like he can't deny it anymore and would like to accept his delusions that Yve still like him based on what happened the night before(The conversation was long, so I didn't put it). So as the generous emperor, he will accept the FL (what he said) But then, he got the news.
As he strode down the place, he went straight to Yve (shove past B*) seeing her in a pool of blood with a long deep gash line on her torso(I imagined). He hugged her cold, bloody body, walked to his room and placed her on his bed. He decided to heal her with his powers. But her wound didn't close.. As he try and try to use his healing powers, her body started to rot. So he decided to freeze her body, and cries in despair as he hugged her.
ML decided to get all the things/furnishings in her room and moved it to his. All this happening, while "interacting/talking" to a dead Yve on his bed.
****
Yve placed a cursing letter to ML in one of her drawers and ML read that.
"So cute and lovely." He looked back at Yve, who was lying on the hard bed and smiled. But Yve did not respond, she just closed her eyes with a cold face.
"Why do you look like that?" he asked.
"Are you still mad at me?" Of course, there was no reply from the dead woman.
He got up, opened the drawer and took out the hairpin which he had taken from her.
"Release your anger, Yve. I'll give it back to you."
"I think I know why I gave this to you," he knelt on one knee by the bed and stroked Yve's hair gently.
"Before I lost my memory, I liked you, right?"
......
"Yes, we like each other. Even Benjamin would not dare to intervene. But, why are you...ah" suddenly he realized that he had not given her a chance to speak.
"Why did I... What you were trying to convey... I should have read it... I should have listened to what you had to say..." he muttered sadly and ruffled her hair, but the shortened hair didn't come together. It was this hand that brutally cut off the long, shiny hair....
***

ML is a trash. Like literal, bad, sociopath trash. However, does anyone want the love of their life show how trash themselves? Ofc not. you want to show only the good things. ML and FL hit it off, right from the start. As if they are meant to be. Now, during the amnesia arc, FL found out his other personality(the trashy one) She figured all the rumors were true. She only really discusses this at the later part of the novel, that when she was Yve, his interaction with her is different compared to Yvonne. Like why? He promised to remember her no matter what, but then he did this. However, despite his amnesia and separating Yve and Yvone from his mind, he still fell in love with Yve. This shows that from the start he only loves one person. He just cannot accept the fact, that Yve looks like the person he's searching for over 10 yrs (Yvone). He cannot feel his "energy/scent" from Yve when she should be lathered with it. This confuses ML, as well all her wounds where gone. If they only talked, if only he listened, they will understand each other. But no, here comes Benjamin and B*, coming to the rescue of the ML. Like I said, they manipulated ML and FL as well. Cause Benjamin lathers his "energy/scent" to Yve, making it looks like they did the deed.. or lovers. Which strengthened the claims of B*.

And Benjamin is a psychopath, judging from the early chapters, and what he kept doing to the FL.
Well, that's alot to share. Also, I cried so much during regret arc of ML. Emotional trauma dumping by author is too much. It hurts so bad that made me finish translated novel to ease the pain.
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2024-05-25 09:32 marked
I want more of this!! Can someone recommend me similar stories like this plsss
2024-05-24 09:41 marked
I can't even lie the two leads are so boring I'm really only reading for Dullan....
2024-05-20 07:59 marked
dam jo gul chest... cover it up slut
2024-05-15 22:58 marked
for any 2ha fans, there’s a ff series with this exact concept called Every Step You Take by glacierdust
2024-05-14 09:34 marked
Reading this because I've been a fan of the artist since my Debut or Die era. I was actually a bit concerned at first because they weren't posting as much as they did but then I saw this posted on twitter.(≧▽≦)

I really love this artist they're the only one that regularly post my fav. ship in Debut or Die
2024-05-13 22:04 marked
Name any manhwa, manga or manhua without romance!
Any genre, just no romance or romance subplot cause I'm stuffed full of romance that I didn't even ask for and even specifically blocked when searching in the genre section
2024-05-13 21:52 marked
Pls let me know how to join the group. I want to see the uncensored version and the author live drawing is the group free or paid? and which platform is that?
2024-05-13 06:37 marked
I love this kind of angst (the mc sacrifice themselves and took all kind of damage) so much, can someone recommend me more of this?
2024-05-09 22:23 marked
Okay don’t get me wrong, I like Iseol and I know she’s supposed to be the “ quiet and mysterious” type but rn she just seems like a token female character that just happens to be there
2024-05-04 12:44 marked
Kinda sad for her that all her male close friends likes her in a romantic way. It honestly gets annoying and sad after a while.
2024-05-03 22:20 marked
unrelated but when I saw Dan with his little pathetic bag all I could think of was the poor ant with its stick and went into a laughing fit bcs how do you outpathetic yourself this bad at least he came to his senses
2024-05-01 17:38 marked
I owe you an apology mister Lee Myeong-Il, I was not familiar with your game. Calling Fraudgi a “tall woman” right to his face is why you’re the goat.
2024-05-01 07:07 marked
스위치 달링, https://wfwf324.com/list?toon=71276
This looks like author’s other work, and the seme and uke look similar to this work, hope someone picks this up since everyone here loves the uke’ character
2024-04-28 07:43 marked

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