Imagine that part when ryou finally realize how much he love akio (that rape part) and then akio was finally sent to the hospital. Ryou was just sitting somewhere waiting for akio since he know he'll be ok then the doctor came out and said "Patient Akio --- (forgot his family name), time of death xx:xx". Bitch am a sadomasochist so I would love imagining how much pain would that be WHAHAHAHAHA
If i was on my earlier years of reading bl, i would be so anxious with the happenings right now. But now, even that stab doesn't worry me after reading so many stories with almost similar plot XD