
Okay but like can anyone can explain to me if this is actually safe? Like playing and putting food up the butt or genitals area seems sort of unhygienic - won’t there be a spread of something? I’m actually concerned coz I see this in other mangas as well but I just hate to imagine the stickiness and smell from the mix of everything it seems nauseating.

This is one of my favs re reads everr. Not only coz it’s interesting and I love the dynamic between them but also coz I learn and feel more about the emotional conversation portrayed and the depth of the story the more I re read it. The way and interpreted a year ago will be different to the 8 months ago when I re read and that was different to when I re read now. Same story but I feel like I grown with it. Like the part where ml stops his brother from apologising about having a family coz it made him feel pathetic. I never fully grasped how much hurt and anger each pitiful sorry thrown at him like sharp stones must’ve affected the ml until now when I recently went through a similar situation. You feel helpless but even more shame and frustration that you look that way in such a situation. And someone has to apologise that for you?! Brah might as well throw me into a ditch.
Also, the other ml talking about his remembering grandma praying for his success while walking to his forbidden love kinda cut deep to me too as I’m in a stage of this whole family resentment thing.
The desperation from the black hair ml of wanting feel loved and love was needy to he before when I was first read it but now in my 20s I feel his cries for love n security more than anything else now ahaha. The part where he’s singing to himself when his partner leave rather worrying where’s he going like ooohhh :‘)
I just love how this manga breezes through such relatable and heart wrenching moments while also adding in perfect snippets of comedy. Can’t wait to re read again in another year or months time and see how I emotionally evolved (⌒▽⌒)

I know this is inevitable but I REALLY don’t want jiri to end up with yuri ╥﹏╥ like that’s the last thing he needs rn, mentally. Can the author make a little twist and just make it into to a jiri personal development story or smth. It’ll probably be more touching and refreshing that way wjdkwodkskid
Maybe it’s the soma’s overly laidback/aloofness in his personality n approach to certain things or the fact that he hasn’t really gotten over his ex or combo of all those things that makes me feel there’s a lack of sincerity to his confessions of I love yous… and it’s pissing me off lmaoooo. My heart goes out to Wataru coz Can’t STAND nonchalant men and this one’s got it written all over his face literally and figuratively. Like babes where’s the passion? A lil shed of tear? Some blushing perhaps or Even a umm ihello did i do something to hurt you would be nice. In real life or not I need my men DESPERATE and gasping for air by the time they reach 3 week point of not seeing me not flirting with a girl who had the hots for him.
ANYWAYS I found the story entertaining and fresh. Liked how it had a little substance to it and how it was seemingly “realistic” (not for meeee thooo don’t waste my energy on this type of shit MWAH! xx)
Right I don’t feel that he actually love him
It’s more like he get used to have him in his life and sleep with him that’s all..
his confession doesn’t seem sincere to me
And then he tell him that he’s not over his ex still . I hate his kind of character Wataru deserve a better man
And he was so sure of himself that he will wait for three weeks until his job hunting finish and then he will tell him that you want to date.. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍