First of all, freaking love the art and the plot. Love love love it all.
So I know the story is about Bexan and Minsuk but let's talk about Ein and Diesel; I'm just not sure what to feels.
So does Diesel have feelings for Yanek? Or was it just I'll-be-loyal-to-him-coz-he-saved-me kind of feelings, even to the point of sleeping with him. I don't even know if Yanek actually loves Diesel or maybe just the fact Yanek knows his secret, saved him, and then has his own personal assassin just turns Yanek on.
And I get that Diesel would fall in love with Ein because he actually cared about him and unlike Yanek he didn't just mold him into an assassin and throw him in the fight. YO I'M SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 IT'S FCKIN 2:30 AM HERE
Because it's so unfair for Ein if Diesel chose stay with him because "he's all he's got". Don't hate me for doubting Diesel's 'love'... I'm just very very unsure/confused. I'M PRO EINxDIESEL
HELP ME! WHAT ART THOU THOUGHTS?
Also, kind of spoilers but Bexan's dad is hot af(▰˘◡˘▰) he's probably a douche though
I mean I think Diesal try to love Yanek, and was very lost boy at the time that Yanek pretended to save him only to use him has a tool later.
here what I think, I think at the time Diesal didn't know what love is. he thought that if someone using you, then it mast be love cause he "save" in a way. but he find out pretty fast that what he felt for Yanek is not love, like he tried to force himself to feel. he was greatful for all Yanek did. but deep down he know he was been used and been loved at all.
and when he felt "real" care and love from Ein, Diesal finally stop lying to himself that he "love" Yenak in that way. yeas he wanted to thank him, but it still wasn't real love like he felt for Ein.
but he still could not leave him, well until Yanek show how crazy and fuck up killer he really is.
I mean at some point, he said enough to his toxic ways. and I think Diesael trully love Ein, he just worried for him a lot that he get hurt somehow. Diesal just don't want to lose Ein ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
and I find it super cute!
I"m not going to fight with you over this and I didn't answer to you. the only thing I will say you don't save people to use them has your shield for bullets. Yanek is the same has those you abuse Diesal. no matter what you say, that what I think.
Yanek is crazy for trying to kill Ein that wasn't trying to kill him, no matter what the reason was. if you think been crazy and try to kill other's for your feelings of possessive is warm, then you have a problem ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ not my problem though.
Diesal show he was lonely, trap in a house and feel sad while he was with Yanek. so no, only after he meets Ein he felt like someone actually care about him, read Diesal again. that how I see it.
again if he felt good with Yanek, he won't have felt soo lonely like he did and empty like he did.
then you don't know what it means to act like a crazy murder person - too bad for you ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ and no it's not a normal thing to murder other's cause you feel like it. if you think it's normal, you have a problem.
sympathize does not mean you should think all his actions okay and ignore how he use Diesel has well and force him to act like a shield bullets. I say it again, you don't save people to use them as your shield for bullets, you save them to give them a better life then what they had. Diesal won't have a better life with Yanek, which he show in the story he didn't felt happy with Yanek like he force himself to believe, he just act like a killing machine and be used by Yanek that never think for a moment about Diesal feelings.
again if you choose to ignore how Diesal was used by Yanek, it is your choice.
Look, I like happy endings. I don't particularly like slutty uke's or seme's but I usually root for their happy endings. THIS THOUGH, I just didn't want the uke to have the happy ending. I wanted him to EARN it. And the thing with the dad, it wasn't even that sad or traumatizing for him to give a reason to sleep around.
If Nachi had more character development it could've have worked. Freaking Chiaki needed some work too. I mean, he just accepted Chiaki's confession so easily. At least start off as friends. Maybe add on some pottential love rival (I'm not into love rivals but if the characters develop then so be it).
Last but not the least, the most important part...
ME WANTS MORE HARU AND SHINOBU!!
I just realized something! How the fck did that asshole become part of the student council!?
Did he just threaten like a chunk of Hoobaes to vote for him? Or do I just don't know the system of choosing a leader in korea?( ̄∇ ̄")
Because whether or not the rumours are true of him being a bully (he's a fcking bully, I know), rumours are rumours and that still affects his reputation.
WHY DID YOU VOTE HIM?
I knew the ending ever since Chapter 81 because I knew the raws update one chapter ahead. AND I'VE WITHELD THE ENDING SO BADLY!! ╥﹏╥
Please be bittersweet with me...read the raws...here
https://toonkor.dog/BJ-%EC%95%8C%EB%A0%89%EC%8A%A4
Link plz
Did the link above not work? Here again
https://toonkor.dog/BJ-%EC%95%8C%EB%A0%89%EC%8A%A4
Yea, thanks for resending the link^^.