✨L£vi's dADDęy✨'s Things

Obviously Italy's gonna take it.
Italy > England
It's coming home to rome~
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(Sheesh id honestly be embarrassed if they don't win after dis.)

ok dont get any weird thoughts from the title.
Few weeks ago i noticed that my mum's stomach looked like that of someone pregnant, she was already on the rounder side...but it was veryyy different.
But like i obviously brushed it off.
Then i was going thru some stuff of hers and found a plastic bag which she kept shouting at me to put it down and i did BUT not without the seeing the content, the bag was kinda translucent so i could see it said "VITAMINS FOR PREGNANCY" and i was like wtf?! i mean whyyy....

but today...the worst thing happened...i saw the clear blue pregnancy test. When i tell u i was horrified (she didnt do the test yet) BUT i just wanted to cry.
Despite being only in her late 30s she has a veryyy bad health and is on medication 24/7. I just dont wanna see her pregnant i remember the last time she was pregnant with my younger sibling (im a middle child) and it was VERYYY unpleasant.
She's gone thru 3 pregnancies, every woman is different. Ik my friend who's my age that recently had a bby brother...but am i weird to think this as a worry?

It's not even that but what about financially? We are deffo not stable in so many ways than one.
ABORTION? i WISH...but its against our religion so sadly thats never been an option.

im not gonna deny that i feel lil anger towards my dad ngl.

I just wanna cry. And im crying while writing this, horrible thoughts did come to my mind. It was strange when today she told me "you can't even take care of your lil sister, what're you gonna do if im gone"

Im just tryna get my emotions out sorry. i just wanted to know if anyone ever felt like dat? sorry again.

Before I start, YES, that's the best title I could think of

Ok so it's almost the end of Year, everyone has either done their finals or will have it soon.
For those of you who have done it I hope you put your best effort.

For those who have yet to do it... GO STUDYY!! If you haven't.

YES life is sad. And YES our life is based on a piece of paper (unless ur fithy rich )

You may feel tired, and you can't be bothered. BUT this burden of yours will seem like nothing to the regret you might have in the future.

ENDURE IT FOR NOW... It may seem hard but it's better to work hard in these few years and then live better for longer than having to live lazily for a short time and then suffer longer later on.

To put it directly. JUST DON'T FUCKING SPEND YOUR TIME BEING ON THIS SITE.

YES you can dream big but if you don't put the same amount of effort as your big dream then what's the point? At the end your just left with regret.

Imma end this with a classic quote :
"Build your own dreams or someone else will hire you to build theirs" - by someone very wise ig

i saw the American q&a..and i just rly wanna know what questions others have for the UK.

like honestly....even if i get 18 manga update notifs i only like read 5 of them because im so bored with the others. iTS NOT that i have nothing to do because im behind 8 lessons of skool work...BUT if i do that i'll feel superrrr bored T_T
and lets not even start with movies/shows...they bore me to death, they have to many filler scenes. like can we get on with it bro.
and i realise i spend my time just browsing random shit like the baby who called the police for math hw. Killer documentaries e others. even mangago bores me...

thx for listening.

can u guys idk share some interesting/juicy stories