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if you guys want to read chapter 53 and 54 i got them (i don't have any other ones such as above or below the ones i have, but if you have them send me the link please!)
https://thirsthaven.blogspot.com/search?q=walk+on+water
!WARNING! if going to read PREPARE YOURSELF!
YOU WILL WANT TO CRY AND WANT TO KILL THE AUTHOR ALSO CHANG!
(DON"T READ IF NOT GOING TO TAP ON LINK) -> so before chapter 53 i'm guessing ed joked about having sex with chang since he found out abt him doing porn, but basically chang took it seriously after ed said he would do it even when he said nvm he changed his mind, but chang doesn't listen and rapes him either way. i'm guessing chang fell in love with ed PREPARE YOURSELF!!!!!
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I feel like Chang has been in love with Ed forever, and as we know in Yaoi-land that made him go all rapey on him, it's pretty standard actually as far as yaoi goes; the whole 'I love you so much, it's so painful so you must take responsibility by letting me do you.'
I feel sorry for Chang, it's that old thing of getting so desperate for that person that he's forced him into all of these situations - when he could have just been honest from the start. And in the end it's way more painful for him than it is for Ed, because Ed stronger for having gone through all this shit that Chang himself has put him through.
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idk, ch 54 was iffy, chang said "the boy he could hold onto" no longer was there, does that mean he doesnt love grown up ed but has feelings for the memory of him?
he also said hed rather have ed hate him and does that mean he doesnt want to open up his heart? idk if he liked ed then I dont think he would say that
I am confusion and need ch 55 asap
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It means that Ed has changed and become someone who he can't keep / control / hold on to in the way that he was.
He was saying that he would have rather had Ed resent him and feel something for him because he couldn't bring himself to admit his feelings and because he still wanted something, anything, to do with Ed.
THIS DUMBASS- excuse me, but sir you slept with like 100 guys i doubt you still have the cure. you proly got a st tho