
Rereading this, I always get soooo emotional with the way my bbg zhishu talks about his and fuckface's backstory. Imagine pouring your all into a relationship for over a decade just to leave you with nothing in the end. Like tfym fuckface became the fuckface that he is? I'm hurt, and I've never even been in a relationship. And that's my biggest fear too: loving the old version of someone who is hurting you so much, hoping that the old, loving them is still inside and come back with the love you deserve.
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