
Although I have experienced alot of it in my life, I know that this place is a teaching zone. Many things that break you remake you into something more. Instead of holding myself to standards of society when it comes to living life. I just realized that somethings are ment for just you. And I healed alone, I still feel the awkward feeling when people come into my aura and fighting the urge to stare at them. I still look to deeply into the eyes of men searching for answers during sex, and I still talk to the stars as if I feel this little body and it's burdens make me value the unknowns. I slowly remade my own purity into something personal.
It's been seven years since any physical activity, but with in this time I have found alot of answers and I slowly learned how to begin the journey to answer the new questions. This manga is more realistic in it's storytelling when it comes to dark matters I have personally faced. I have high hopes to see something really cool out of this.
Not a happy ending but a ending where we see both characters grow with the hint of a possible connection. And make a sequel checking in on them in a few years to reconnect. Just to give them some time to heal, and find themselves with out the influence of other's morals damaging their healing process.
But we will see ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
2021-01-04 16:18 marked

You actually have to sleep with them and prefer cis or trans men to be gay. Sexuality isn't something that is the same as the 3 sexes or various genders. I swear, I'm arguing with myself lol dam fiction got me fucked up lol. Ugh #-.-)
I have said this before, but it's a trend I am seeing. Alot of manga the past 20 years I have read them always drag cis and trans women down. As if those women are just disgraceful, cis women are villains and treat gays like token shopping bags, and trans women are degraded and have their woman hood stripped from them like jokes as well as being villains. I really am glad webtoons were invented, the artists can interact with trends and fans more. Even though they dont most of the time but still they know now that misogyny should be at least avoided, unless doing a cis or trans female lead storytelling were misogynistic remarks are gonna be common. But in yoai I just think it's a bit outdated for men to just hate women like that. ( ̄へ ̄)
This I guess is more so a guttural cry at all the pent of feelings as a woman I feel when I see that. I just roll my eyes like bitch.....come on!!!!!! ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
2020-10-28 18:11 marked

As a justification bringing that up was kinda useless(and disrespectful), as to say she can't be allowed to be beautiful with out other saying she has had a past. Freaking weird, even in comics I see how women writing about putting women down. That's like saying "she is gorgeous for a black woman" or "that Latin girl looks better as a blonde she looks more sexy" or "that lesbian just hasn't met the right guy she isn't gay just enexperienced" fuckin weird. (︶︿︶)=凸
Stop using women to be the but of your jokes and insults no matter the color or origin we come from.
2020-10-18 18:52 marked
2020-10-18 05:34 marked
Egh that hit me