it is absolutely harrowing to think about Bum and the state of mind he must be in - let alone his situation. it is haunting to think about all the shit hes been through BECAUSE OF SANGWOO yet he is still 1000% dedicated to him and thinks of literally no one but him. that is absolutely haunting. imagine being so tortured and lonely and abused and isolated from everyone in your life to turn to relying on someone like Sangwoo... knowing (partially, at least) that its wrong, but you literally cannot help it. that is Bum currently. he is literally obsessed with Sangwoo, the IDEA of Sangwoo loving and needing him, relfecting on all the "good times". Bums "What should i do" while literally rubbing Sangwoos ashes all over himself (first of all, ew) is so incredibly scary - he can't imagine a life without him. horrifying in every way, Koogi did a great job with that part. it just goes to show that Bum is one million percent a victim (Seungbae said it best, even tho yes hes a criminal too) and that he is sososososo mentally traumatized :C
"WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY GETTING MAD" HAHAHAHAHA
He went from supportive boyfriend to the jealous type in 0.003 sec