Guys I’m back after not reading this from around May, does it make sense now why Lucas and Vincent were like nooooo Ethan don’t kill your elder brother even though he killed my dad and your father figure and blinded me and tried to blind your brother and is just running around being evil??? Is this still a plot hole? I can’t believe they’ve been letting this man run free without any consequences just because it would SUCH a great shame for Ethan to kill his OWN brother and also that Ethan was like yep this is totally fine that my brother is running around being evil, him being here outweighs my younger brother’s safety, my best friend’s safety and eye sight, and the death of my father figure, and his continued attempts at murder, it’s totally fine if everyone lives in fear of this man including myself, I am ok with this

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Dayum, Cliff is so beautiful geez, also the story is actually pretty interesting, I wish they’d focus more on that than the smut oooofff

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Holy fuckin shit, the placement of the title card at the end of this chapter goes so hard. The last panel before the end card that depicts the deep anxiety that Melt is experiencing and the palpable trepidation her dad is feeling and then BOOM the title card, it’s literally such a cool use of the title card as an element of foreshadowing, literally so simple, nothing else was needed and oof the impact is spectacular because we know, Melt will bless you

toastyBooksAndTea created a topic of Try Begging

The author is unhinged truly lmaooo, the way they are trying SO HARD to make him seem like the best option, they had to nuke the rebel group just to give this despicable man a chance geez

Plsss, pls shrink her boobs back to ch 1 levels… what the hell am I looking at right now

"I won't be able to love her the way she wants me to... but I'll be good to her." Motherfucker it's not your choice, it was hers and you robbed her of it. Selfishhhhhhhh. Also you wanted to repay her by returning her feelings???? Ewwwwww, you deigning to grant another person access to your pity and guilt isn't the big gift you think it issss, you loved her love, you felt so safe in her love that you and your asshole friends were so sure, SO SURE, that she would always love you and always try to get you back, that she was always yours, welp, feel that absence like she felt the absence of your romantic love throughout your relationship, the absence of something she was never truly able to articulate basically being in a constant state of low key gaslighting because you neeeever told her that you could never feel for her what she expected and thought she would recieve

Ahrin you crazy motherfucker… literally and figuratively. I just looked at the raws for ch 63 and
here’s no ambiguity, she wants her step mother carnally. Of course that is if the stepmother having nightmares of being molested by Ahrin and Ahrin straight saying she wanted to touch the stepmom’s boobs while they (two grown adults) bathed together in a tub was ambiguous for you. Jo sik and Ahrin were getting hot and heavy and she seemed to enjoy it like a normal human being until while she was being done she imagined her stepmother sitting on the corner of the bed holding her hand. And Jo sik was really freaking hot!!!! Geez

ahahahaHAHAHAHA A LACTATION KINK???? WHAT THE FRICKITY FRACK???? WHAT DO WE THINK ABOUT CH 4 WHEN FL HAS A MAGICAL PUBE LESS PUSSY???? AND CAN SOME SMART PERSON ANALYZE HOW IS THIS DIFFERENT FROM HENTAI FOR DUDES OTHER THAN THE FL NOT BEING A DEGENERATE UGLY PERSON WITH EXTREMELY LOW SELF ESTEEM AND HORRIBLY NEGATIVE OUTLOOK AND ALSO SOMEHOW GETS THE HOTTEST GIRL WHO IS EITHER A TSUNDERE OR A HOT DUMMY??????? OUR ML HERE IS CERTAINLY GIVING UNREALISTIC BODY STANDARDS

Noooooo guys, noooooooooo, literally no one knows the true Remilia, Emi’s Remilia is not her real self and she doesn’t truly become Emi’s Remilia either. She is a cunning, charming, lovable villainess, but still a villainous villainess none the less. And we love that about her, she isn’t a cliched tortured person who just needed unconditional love, she is still pretty evil and she never makes excuses for it, never once in her internal dialogue did she ever say she was truly a good person with just morals, in fact she has still never shown anyone her true self, not even Emi, and here’s the crazy part guys, the only people who truly know who Remilia is, who she really is, is the people she captured in her own pocket dimension that represented the cavernous emptiness in her being, no doubt already dead or near dead from experimentation, and us, we the readers. That is it. No one else knows her truly. If you need more convincing on why she is still a villainess, she has never denied this to herself, and by extension to us, here are just a few villainous deeds:

1: She deliberately non consensually showed footage of Pina engaging in anal sex and used that society’s bigoted distaste for the act (both misogynistic and homophobic) to basically beat a dead horse. She easily could have concealed it and not shown it, it really wasn’t necessary.
2: Pina’s ending is worse than death. Truly. It is worse than death, being killed would be better than that. She could’ve just been in jail man, or maybe an execution.
3:She married Angel but first lead him to believe she truly returned his feelings of earnest love in the same way. She is a lie, Emi’s Remilia is a beloved spectre kept alive by Remilia but is in no way real.
4:She’s doing fucked up shit with souls, the bodies of kids that are not only hers but Angel’s too, idk about you but I wouldn’t want my spouse to go behind my back and manipulate and choose which soul to put in our kid, specifically hunt out the soul of someone who was the ultimate family to her and then deliberately give birth to them. It seems very fucked up in a way I can’t articulate. Angel just doesn’t have a choice, he is never given the choice to make an informed decision about anything. Truly, she didn’t need to marry him, if she wanted to do this weird soul manipulation shit she could have done it with donors.

For some freaking reason I totally forgot that Remilia was possessed when she was a kid and not at like 18-19 years old, maybe a few years younger than Emi who possessed her, but the fact is Emi was a grown ass adult with a job when she possessed Remilia and, once again, Remilia was a kid so nope, there was no romantic love Remilia had for Emi. It’s more like Emi was all encompassing family to her, her mother, father, sister, brother, everything. There is no doomed yuri here guys, I feel like a lot of us got amnesia about the ages of when the possession occurred, perhaps because that entire beginning was glossed over and the story truly started for me when Remilia repossessed her body and started her vengeance. Despite everything I still think the birth thing is weird af

The first thing I thought when I started reading the epilogue and saw Emi and Remilia together was oooooooffff sorry Angel but Emi is unfortunately Remilia’s greatest love both romantic and platonic… Unfortunately she always has been and always will be, the epilogue slaps you in the face with it… Sucks to suck I guess, Angel, though you’re hot as hell and probably deserve better… Damn… and then she PROCEEDS TO OFFER TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER SOUL AND EMI FREAKING ACCEPTS THAT SHIT???? BRUHHHHHH?????????? ALSO EMI WHY THE FUCK DID YOU ACCEPT THAT AND NOT SAY UHHHH MAYBE I WANT TO BE BORN TO ANOTHER FAM OR SMTH???? BRUHHHHH???? THERE WAS NOTHING SOLELY PLATONIC OR FAMILIAL ABOUT THE WAY REMILIA THOUGHT ABOUT EMI THIS ENTIRE FREAKING MANGA

I don’t know why any of you even sort of like the step mom, just remember the first time she met Ahrin, anyone who can treat a defenseless kid with such sadism isn’t a good person in my book, she couldn’t hurt or change anyone else’s mind with any semblance of power (her husband), so she turned to someone she does have power over who cannot retaliate against her, a little kid whose mother abandoned her. She purposely kept her away from education and isolated her all her life. Idc if her husband loves some other lady, she doesn’t love him either, they are with each other for social and wealth reasons

I don’t see why Lucas and Vincent felt the need to stop Ethan from killing their elder brother????? Like what????????? No one is even trying to stop this man at all, he’s just running amok doing whatever evil shit just because Ethan can’t kill his brother?????????????????? There were no consequences and he can just proceed to do whatever he wants???????? Also Ethan kinda knew this but was like eh, it’s worth keeping him around even if he kills a father figure, blinds my best friend while trying to kill my other brother, it’s totally fiiiiiine, let me just ignore this ahaha

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How the fuck is the author going to pull off her ending up with him happily with two children??????????? What kind of mental gymnastics and mind fuckery is going to happen here???? Also why does the revolution talk about their own “royal blood”??????????? What kind of bullshit-

toastyBooksAndTea created a topic of Love Review

Listen… anyone who drinks that gets alcohol poisoning, drinking the whole tub is absurd as heeelllllllll, it’s stupid, and let me keep talking about this alcohol tub thing so I don’t have to acknowledge that I unfortunately still find black haired guy hot even though he’s a little shit

WAIT THIS CHAPTER WAS SO FUNNY WHAT THE HECKKKK

“However, chairman moon refused to acknowledge Anna's violent side and erased it from his memory.”

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

LMAOOOOOO MY HEAD DID EMPTY THE LAST FOUR MONTHS THIS WAS A VALUABLE AND VERY WELL DONE RECAP THANK YOUUUU

The letters make more sense that he fell in love with her otherwise it would’ve been weird insta love… That just made this actually devastating… NOOOOOOO LUCAS WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

toastyBooksAndTea created a topic of Try Begging

Try begging? Hah, I BEG YOU TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF, STUPID ASSHOLE