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You’re right, you ain’t a homosexual into bdsm because what you’re doing isn’t bdsm it’s abuse and you’re in denial of your homosexuality. And it is a fucked up relationship of epic proportions. Also Jooin what the fuck, why do you think it’s “let him choose what he wants, all of his options are normal,” you’re not giving him a definitive “I want to be with you” I know you’re whole thing is you’re tired of everything and you don’t have energy to make definitive decisions because of depression and mommy issues but it’s kind of a horrible time for that to show up right now, him going back to your brother is going back to an oppressive and horrible situation