I'm not crying... I'm not crying... I'm crying... gosh I'm so so SO SO SO happy with how far these two have come. I am sad the main story is over but I look forward to the side stories, I wanna know more about youngchans sis and that girl... I smell leasbians......... ah... I'll read this again in full sometime, the pacing was very good, and I hate slow burn but this one was worth it ;;
I really like all the other couples and I think the main one is my least favorite.
Guard is my fave chara overall, he tries so hard but is really (and literally) being broken.
My fave couple is the blonde/black haired man with his baby and the father is the black/tan skinned man, it seems like they really do want to just protect each other, raise their kid, and move on from what they were in the past (dr*gs/partying/etc).
Then I think the long haired blonde also is quite devoted to the guard man he loves. There are four pics at the end of the s1 afterword with the four couples and they are all so drastically different, but the one with the couple I mentioned before this sentence is so sweet... with the rings... sobs...
I am trying not to be impatient waiting for translations but I'm excited to read it all translated ;; I've become obsessed with this story. Which is good bc all my fave bl's are ending orz
I hate that snippets of the gangr*pe scene keep coming back in like every single chapter since... fr... it's so unnecessary. I don't care about the main couple anymore, give me more of the side couple lol.
Edit: i know it's ptsd, but you can explain ptsd without the visuals, just have him think "alpha pheromones always take me back to that day" like... we KNOW what that day is... like i have ptsd... and everytime I have a wave or memories I think about it to myself but I'm not gonna share that... idk if this makes sense... it's just icky...