Mannnn my interest in this has really fallen out, I loved it for first like 25 chapters but all I crave rn is Oscar getting more attention... I kinda get bitter every moment he's kinda just... there bc dad's there or some shit... he's treated more like an extra than a semi-major character... SIGHHHHH
This chapter hit a little to close to home... as someone raised by a mother and stepfather who were abusive and manipulative. Being held to high grade standards... being praised for being less emotional because crying is "acting out." It just triggered some bad memories... and it makes me understand more where he's coming from... ╥﹏╥
Again, I love this artist and author, but ngl I'm just skimming the chapters. I just want the cute bb to come back, I don't wanna read this toxic bs. Even tho bb is a product of that toxic bs... at least he makes his mama happy.
And I love this artists nsfw scenes... I just can't with this one it leaves such a sour taste in my mouth
Edit: Also good lawd the essay someone wrote in the comments... calm down fam... it's fiction... everyone is entitled to their opinions. Ofc that means that person too, it's just a lot ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
I feel like the only good thing this series shows is realistically, the signs of what a manipulative abusive relationship is. As someone whose been on both sides, hating to admit that but definitely owning up to it, it's such a toxic harmful thing. My last relationship was also 7 years before it really crumbled and blew up. The end was bad bad. I'm still single because I'm working on myself before I get into another relationship because I want to do good for my partner and not hurt them. Something I wish the uke could do... sigh...
The uke doesn't deserve a relationship period, no matter who it's with, but Taehwan sure deserves happiness. Uke should just get into a relationship with a psych and therapist, check into a facility and stay there for quite some time to get help and re-evalute himself.
Bro idk why focusing on the mom so much in the most recent chapter gave me foreshadowing vibes that something might happen to her in the future... plz based reincarnation manhwa artists... don't hurt mama... ╥﹏╥
Don't jinx it dude ╥﹏╥