Tbh I'm proud of ilyan for being strong and not giving into temptation when it comes to drinking. I mean... sure he kinda substituted an alcohol addiction for a sex addiction but even when Kyle isn't there he doesn't give in and it's not something to knock off. I grew up around alcoholism and I'm a product of how it can fuck up those around a person. And we could see how it affected those around ilyan. But it is never to late to change. Anyway this was supposed to be like... two sentences but I can never write a short message, paragraphs only.
Edit: man... Kyle showed up at the right time, bless. Also man what a douche of a "dad" doesn't like his kids or wife, does it all for his own good... tho when ilyan was talking about being jealous of Sonja I felt that... my closest sibling is 12yrs younger than me, I always feel like a ghost of a child to my mother. Man when the bl gets too real. I came here for the gays not to see myself in the fiction. But for real it's good writing, everything except the side story with gale.
*big hug * i know how you feel.... my story is pretty much the same. And im ashamed at how jealous i am for my mom loving my sibling and not me.
But im a parent now myself and im giving my child all the attention and love i never had.
Fuck I knew exactly how it would turn out but I'm still sobbing like a lil binch. I was fine until seeing Taeha's sobbing face again. Doesn't help I'm on my damn period and it's almost 1am after an 8hr work shift. I hate Youngsik's father, what a piece of absolute garbage... I'm glad they are happy now though but man... ouchie...
fr so glad he died early enough for them to still date each other!!!
Honestly, main couple sucks, I only read og for the art. But I absolutely fell for Edward, Joshua, and Tero. They definitely have a decent love and not originally built on... forced s*xual intercourse..... I hope we get more of the other three.
Brother's story: 렛미석인(Let me suck in)
Omg, tysm ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Tbh idc about any of the main three to looks wise omega man is my type. I keep reading in hopes we get more of mc's brother and his bf.
Yesssssss
Ngl... I'm glad the SA was just in his fantasies as opposed to him forcing himself on yeongwoon. I know their relationship is hecked to the max... at the v least he isn't actually r*ping him and when they do cross that line, which is a v v blurred line, it's more mutual.
I think this is one of the only series where I like the main couple, I just want Ilyan and Kyle to be happy. Ilyas has changed so much for Kyle, and Kyle has been working on doing the same. They got a lot to continue improving but I think their love is a nice change compared to other cliché series.
FINALLY AN UPDATE!!! BLESSED DAY!!! Istg I think about this doujin a lot bc I love this author so much...
Edit: omg I'm so nervous for what's to come... but man... I honestly feel like this author is so good at portraying emotions bc my chest feels tight in a way that's like sadness and jealousy bc seto probs feels like he's losing Zazie bc he's getting close to the human and also changing so fast.
Edit to edit: now I've read what raws there are (scroll down a few posts for link) and my chest hurts... lawd...
I'm frothing at the mouth for this, I'm barking out the windows, I love this. I love Lyle helping Ash, I love that Ash put this off with Lyle (having him help with his rut) to not impose on him, I love that I know after this they'll have a good talk and communicate more about it after. They're such a good couple with their faults, but even so they care so much and have developed so much over time ;;
Man why can't there be more light hearted abo... my fave genre is so fubbed at this point... it feels like the chance of the plot being based on r*pe is like 80%... yeah not gonna follow this one... rip... and the baby is cute too... a shame...