MangoRice want to read (All 23)
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I'm broke and feel like shit. Yesterday I had a really bad day (a lot of old trauma came back) as I got yelled at by my teacher for something small. Then my whole day was a mess yada yada. I was talking to this girl in the evening and she asked me if I want to join them on a walk since they are all feeling shitty. I said yes, but I'll quickly get my jacket, when I was back they were gone. I thought they forgot about me or misunderstood me, but it turns out they just didn't want to wait for me. I live in the same house as them, I don't want to be here but I also have nowhere to go and it's cold outside. I feel shitty but I don't want to succumb to bed rot. What should I do?
Im sorry if i wont be much help but when i have a bad day, i try to stop using my phone, do some self care maybe get up and clean the house or something small like your desk or something. Just anything to be alone w just yourself and your thoughts. Its fine to keep thinking about it and being sad over it, but dont let it get in the way of your life. Oh and i hope you feel better soon, thats just the way of life and you gotta slowly get back up from a bad fall like this.
I mean I like the manga a lot but isn't anyone weirded out that she kissed her when there was a 3 year gap between them when they were kids? like a 3 year gap in later years isn't that weird but between an 18 and 15 year old...or a 13 and 10 year old...or even 15 and 12- like that's just low-key uncomfortable
I mean, it's not that bad. Unless they're like 20 and 17, I think it's fine.
In my opinion, the age gap of 3 years was fine to be friends. It just rubbed me off the wrong way, that Mai did have a vague ulterior motive when she initiated that with Asumi. But it’s all good since she didn’t do anything to pursue it and they’re reaching out to each other at an appropriate age now.